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The collective of the One and all

The collective of the One!

Hello dear friends – brothers – sisters – and all other selves within all densities of our existence – we come to you with explanations pertaining to the collective consciousness that is the One – the Whole – and indeed the God Man. We sense and therefore acknowledge the required explanation of the collective human soul as well as the individual human soul – and how the two representative bodies and forms within a single bubble and sphere of existence can indeed be One – residing in Oneness known to many at this day as the God Man.

Going back to our original existence we would tell you that we are each and all the Pure Passive Collective Consciousness known as Infinite Creator Source. As such – and in our original and natural state of existence there is no separation of consciousness – as there has been nothing added to the pure and natural state of Infinite Creator Source as of yet – or at this point in our existence. All is one great thought so to speak existing in the now – and Infinite Creator Source ( you) is free of course to experience nay part of the One or whole of this collective consciousness that Infinite Creator Source chooses to experience – and doing so within the most pure and passive representation of bodies and forms ever to exist. What we mean by most pure is completely without limits of any kind – what we mean by passive is non changing – not acting – not speaking – not creating – and being totally responsible for self and self alone – as in this present state of consciousness Infinite Creator Source is the All and Everything – and there is no other.

The reason for passivity and not action and change when speaking of Infinite Creator Source is that there is no need for change of any level or kind as everything having to do with Infinite Creator Source is pure and original – and completely in its natural state of existence as the One and All. Therefore whatever ruling love and ruling affection Infinite Creator Source proceeds to take on within any single or individual now moment It takes on and truly becomes that ruling love and affection in and of Itself. When a single ruling love and affection is being reflected upon – experienced – and enjoyed within the collective consciousness of Infinite Creator Source it is also experienced by every other ruling love and affection that Is ( makes up the essence and being that is) Infinite Creator Source – as all things are shared within the essence and being of Infinite Creator Source.

There is nothing – no ruling love – no affection within the essence and being that is Infinite Creator Source that is not felt and experienced by the One and Whole that is Infinite Creator Source. There is no separation – no duality – no opposites – no light – no dark – no right or wrong – no change – no actions (as all is pure consciousness) – and no past or future when reflecting upon the essence and being that is Infinite Creator Source. Nothing can be hidden when it comes to All and Everything that is the makeup of Infinite Creator Source – and there is no within or without to speak of as this would simply suggest limits or boundaries when considering the makeup of Infinite Creator Source. Pure Consciousness – Infinite Creator Source – permeates All and Everything in existence from and to eternity. Infinite Creator Source does not exist within time and space as Infinite Creator Source fills all time and space with Its Essence and Being of Pure Collective Consciousness.

Now that we have explained a few details having to do with Infinite Creator Source – and the original origin of our existence - we wish to explain to you the need or requirement of separation and duality – the need for Creation -and the need for a Finite world and Universe.

Where as the human being of third density truly believes – while in his and her un – awakened state of existence – that consciousness resides within the human body and form known as the mind or brain the truth of the matter is that all things (all bodies and forms) actually exist within consciousness. That level of consciousness is not however the pure collective consciousness that is Infinite Creator Source – but a limited representation of such – which is the reason for limitations on your world today. Getting back to the matter however of form residing within consciousness rather than the opposite of consciousness residing within bodies and forms – we would tell you each that all and everything outside of your bodies and forms – and all bodies and forms making up the completed World - Universe and collective material and physical manifestations reflected upon by each of you at this day – in days gone by – and in days to come ( on in to eternity) – is instantly being created by each of you and is created again and again within every new now moment from eternity ( now) to eternity ( now).

You reflect upon a thing or reality with the conscious mind (or you may wish to say unconscious mind) being manifested instantly and it is manifested instantly right in front of your faces. If you reflect on or think of creations or realities to come those realities mean nothing in the now as all things are destined to change from one now moment to the next with new souls being added to the collective creative abilities of each of you - with every new and passing timeline and dimension of your conscious existence. In your natural state of existence there is no past or future as all is created with every new or passing now moment – given that true creation can only be achieved in the now according to those souls making up the collective consciousness of the human being presently within the now) in the process of creation with every new and passing now moment.

Because many of you still – at this day – believe you are a single or individual soul – you believe at the same time that what you experience or reflect upon in life is only those things reflected upon and experienced by you and you alone. We speak of the human being and soul not yet awakened at this day in time and space – within yours and our third density incarnation.

So as we were saying many of you not yet awakened to full consciousness believe you are a single individual soul living and experiencing the illusion of life – and death – upon the plane of your third density experience and existence. However – when each of you as Infinite Creator Source chooses ( not chose as you will forever be in the now) to create a new thing or reality it cannot be created by an individual soul as an individual soul was given its finite existence within the created (supposed) reality ( body and form) known as Finite Creator Source – so as to experience existence separate from all other ruling loves and affections within Infinite Creator Source – in a realm of created realities where all things in deed were not to be shared – but experienced individually. This reality is consistently being created in every new now moment through – from – and for the good and benefit of Infinite Creator Source alone. Finite Creator Source is that manifestation of the collective consciousness that is limited within the realms of the Pure Collective Consciousness that is Infinite Creator Source.

The original purpose and still the same purpose - within every new and passing now moment for Finite Creator Source – is to create a reality through the illusion of limits – along with the illusion of separation – the illusion of individuality of ruling loves and affections within a single or individual created soul – still residing with a body and form that is capable of collective consciousness, thought, life, creation, sharing of all things – and all the opposite ruling loves and affections to be lived or experienced within a reality formed and created through the process of conscious and unconscious illusion. Finite Creator Source is the closest “actual” creation of and from Infinite Creator Source that is still limited but identical to Infinite Creator Source in all other things or in all essence and being that is the Pure Collective Consciousness.

In other words the only limit to Finite Creator Source that separates itself from Infinite Creator Source is the illusion of being finite – or having a beginning and an end to self. Finite Creator Source therefore in all actuality is neither finite nor Infinite – but is connected to both in its existence – essence and being – and level of consciousness to eternity. Finite Creator Source is Infinite as to all that it can access but finite according to the fact that the appearance of separation from Infinite Creator Source will forever be its one single limit in its existence. Every other soul ever to be created within the collective consciousness – essence and being – that is Finite Creator Source is limited in its existence as well to all bodies and forms of a greater consciousness level – and therefore being closest to actually being Finite Creator Source. As every human soul evolves to eternity they will each move closer and closer to once again becoming Finite Creator Source therefore.

When a living soul is created within the collective consciousness of Finite Creator Source it is of a less pure level of consciousness – vibrating at lower energies – and being made up of less ruling loves and affections (souls) than that of Finite Creator Source. The purpose of this process is to create a reality for a newly created soul that is ignorant and unconscious of all things in life (its existence) in a world and reality of separation and duality – but the illusion of life cannot be experienced by a single individual soul who represents only certain ruling loves and ruling affections in life – and so when a singe or individual soul is to be created it is created through a collective consciousness of myriads of soul – made up of many individual ruling loves and affections within Finite Creator Source.

Experiences are to be offered and lessons are to be learned for every newly created soul – and in order to provide all experiences and lessons in the life of a single or individual soul a spiritual society and soul group must be formed as the collective consciousness – whereas all things needed for each newly created reality are provided by the collective and not an individual soul as some would come to have believed in days gone by. Look at it this way – a single individual soul is a single individual ruling love and affection within the collective consciousness of the God Man – who is limited in its existence only to Finite Creator Source. A ruling love or single individual affection would be like a beautiful painting.

What that painting represents with Finite Creator Source (as well as with a human being or soul) is a single ruling love or affection - but within the realms of the spiritual world it takes many myriads of individual ruling love or affections to create a single individual painting – as there are many different colors – shapes – thicknesses of the paint even – representative thoughts about the painting – sounds – smells – tastes – feelings or textures – and so on. Yes friends every smell has a sound – color – taste – feel – and so on; as is the case with all things in the Finite as well as the Infinite realms of existence. However that subject is for another day – another message.

Within the spiritual world what is a single individual thought for a human soul in third dneisty is many myriads of different thoughts – ruling loves –and affections for the spirit – soul – spiritual society – or soul group. What is a single individual ruling love and affection (or thoughts) within third density is indeed many myriads of ruling loves and affections (or thoughts) within the spiritual realms. At the same time as you move higher up in densities within the aethers - more ruling loves and more affection are added to the makeup of a single individual ruling love or affection (or thought) reflected upon by the third density human being and soul. Just as you notice things (bodies and forms) become larger on your world when something is added the case is the same within the spiritual world. In other words as you each come to evolve to eternity you take on more spiritual understanding – more Absolute Truth and Data – more levels of consciousness – and therefore more souls must be added to your spiritual society and soul group – which in turn causes more ruling loves and affections to be added to your spiritual society and soul group – or the God Man.

When you leave the plane or materialism and physicality many of you might come to believe that things just keep getting smaller and smaller to a point where - upon entering into the spiritual realms or aethers they continue to grow smaller and smaller with each new creation or body and form you each come to take on in your evolution of the soul. However what truly takes place is that all things move in the opposite direction – getting larger and larger – not in size however – but in levels of consciousness – size of your spiritual society and soul group – the levels of spiritual wisdom – collective knowhow – and the bubble or sphere surrounding your new spiritual societies and soul group throughout the process of you evolution to eternity. For as the spiritual society and soul group expands in wisdom or Absolute Truth and Data so too must your bubble or sphere have to expand so as to encompass all new things of a spiritual nature. For just as there is body and form for the material and physical human being so too is there a body and form for the spiritual being and soul – with the latter being of a spiritual nature – body – and form.

Because there is no true time or space within the aethers or spiritual realms there is no actual size or shape with anything – but only the appearance of size and shape – and depending on the level of understanding or evolution of the human soul within the aethers or spiritual realms – he or she will come to know there is no true size or shape – and can still hold the illusions of such realities – and actually use them to their benefit and pleasures in life accordingly.

To once again reflect on a few details we would again mention that it takes many – many souls to make up a single individual creation on your world – and in turn it takes up many myriads of other souls to make up a single or individual creation – body and form – ruling love – or affection in the life and reality of third dneisty humans. When you have a thought in your minds you do not have a single thought but the collective of many thoughts at any given time – and each of those thoughts are not a single or individual thought in the spiritual realms but many – many thoughts (better known as a spiritual society and soul group) as the spiritual or inner human soul thinks in much greater detail when reflecting on a single or individual subject in life. So when a thought is added to a created reality a new soul is added – and new souls are continuously added within every new now moment to eternity depending on the level or nature of the collective thoughts of a single individual human being – spiritual society – and soul group.

Within the spiritual realms – once the human being and soul has come to awaken to full consciousness he or she comes to begin to live life as One being or soul known as the God Man – in which case all things that were once reflected upon as a world around you are now that same world living within you – and all your many other selves who reside within your third density reality and experience now reside within you as the God Man and collective consciousness – and all things are now shared completely – just as they once were – ( actually just as they still are) within the body and form known as Infinite Creator Source. Once each of you become the God Man every spirit – every soul – making up your existence or body and form exists now as One collective body and form – rather than all being separated and being given all different bodies and forms on a third density world and plane of existence where there is a separate human being representative of every ruling love and affection making up your life – your ruling loves –and your ruling affections.

Just as every third density human feels an injury or cut throughout their body when one is experienced in life (the same goes with all pleasure) – where the whole body feels the pain and pleasure, or is conscious of it – so too is the case with the awakened human soul or God Man. The difference is that all things are known with the God Man and he or she lives their outer life in the same manner as the inner. The awakened God Man walks your third density world today not being known or recognized by third density humans as being the awakened God Man – as third density humans only see the outer human- whereas the inner human is the God Man and awakened human soul.

The inner human soul or awakened God Man is only recognized by other inner human beings and awakened God Men according to the understanding of their spiritual wisdom and not by the naked eye of third density. In other words the awakened God Man is totally kept separate from all of its other selves while residing on a third density plane by still being housed or covered over by its third density shell or body and form. For another wakened God Man to come into interaction – contact – or conversation with another awakened God Man the only way the two would recognize one another is by their spiritual wisdom and levels of Absolute Truth and Data – in which case they would understand the one or the other to be an awakened God Man but would still see them as another third density human being in body and form.

And so as the spirit has moved us to end this present transmission we say to each of you dear friends – use this wisdom (if you wish) to create whatever new realities you wish to create for your many new and present now moments to come – and keep in mind that all and everything is within each of you – just as it is all without as well - still separated and still in the process of buying and selling – owning and possessing – and those without do not yet know the things they do in life – so be patient with them – forgive them their many misdeeds and offenses in life – and accept all of your other outer selves as who and what they presently wish to be in life – as they are no more and no less than the perfect reflection of your inner and spiritual human being and soul on many different timelines – dimensions – densities – and levels of your present existence. With much unconditional love we offer you this message thorough our human host

About Baphomet what it really is and why people defend it

Teachings on Baphomet

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Baphomet is one of the great Androgynes.

It is neither male nor female.

It was never meant to be a deity to worship,

it is meant to represent a collection of ideals of the occult, with a focus on hermetic arts.

The torch on the head represents spirit and is at the top because spirit precedes above and has dominion over all physical matter.

The hands doing as above so below represent the base ideology of hermeticism along with the snakes/ caduceus in his lap that states we are in a dual universe and whatever world we create inside will be experienced on the outside.

The hands say solve and coagula- meaning to separate, and to bring together, which is what alchemy is about in its most base form.

The wing tips, horn tips, and torch together also make the outline shape of a pentagram.

Temple of BAPHOMET

To The Disciples of Baphomet- is The All and The Source.

Every possible spirit that exist and ever existed whatever if they're light or dark, comes from Baphomet as every spirits comes from Baphomet anyway, even you. Yes, you. And me. We're also spirits, only difference is, we posses a physical vessel. Every spirit is an aspect of Baphomet. Good example is Satan - as Satan is Baphomet's darkest aspect and works independently. Technically every spirit is independent but at the end of the day, everything comes from The Source.

Baphomet was known in many cultures in different names. Ignorant people think It's the Devil or Demon. Nothing can be more further from the truth as Baphomet Itself has NOTHING to do with Satanism or Luciferianism.

When you're connected to The Source, you're fully protected and guided by Baphomet Itself.

Baphomet don't hold any gender - it's genderless - you can adress Baphomet per He or She - Lord Baphomet or Lady Baphomet or simple Baphomet - it doesn't really matter.

Baphomet is also a Keeper of Balance as It has imporant role preventing Universe from destruction and keeping everything balanced.

Baphomet can balance you so if you're seeking for balance and you're working with only light spirits or only dark spirits and you don't want to work with opposite side of the force - Baphomet will balance you and you will be always synchronized with The Universe as Baphomet is its Ruler. Most of the statues presents Baphomet sitting on the globe that represents The Earth but nothing can be more further from the truth as Baphomet in reality is siting on Cosmic Egg and you even can see small cracks on the sketching if you look closely. If you have internal problems, Baphomet also reach to depths of you and help you resolving it.

Baphomet is also a Universal Judge so if any spirit is messing if you or refusing to deliver and not holding their end of the deal, you may always ask Baphomet for help as It can literally force spirits as they're all comes from It but I recommend talking to the spirit you have a problem with and resolving it between you both and asking Baphomet for intervention only as last resort. Respect spirits you work with and build a relationship with Them. You also can build a relationship with Baphomet as well. I'm not encouraging anyone to bully any spirit and forcing them to do anything as respect and trust are the keys to have a great relationship with the spirits you're working with.

Baphomet is literally everywhere, you just need to know how to look, and look for the signs.

Baphomet will also help you to see for things in different perspective as LHP practiotioners only see things from their perspective and refusing to see how RHP practitioners sees the subject and vice versa. To fully understand a subject - you must look from BOTH perspectives to see a full picture and to fully understand it, otherwise you only see partial picture and you have a narrow point of view.

Continuation....

Baphomet is a complex symbol that has been interpreted in many different ways throughout history. Some of the common interpretations and associations of Baphomet include:

1. Occult knowledge and wisdom: Baphomet is often associated with esoteric and mystical knowledge, and is sometimes depicted holding a book or scroll.

2. Dualism and balance: Baphomet is often depicted with both male and female characteristics, representing the duality of nature and the need for balance and harmony.

3. Fertility and sexuality: Baphomet's androgynous form and association with goats have led some to interpret the symbol as representing fertility and sexuality.

4. Rebellion and individualism: Baphomet has been used as a symbol of rebellion against authority and traditional religious norms, and as a representation of individualism and personal freedom.

5. Nature and the wild: Baphomet's association with goats, which are often associated with the wilderness and the natural world, has led some to interpret the symbol as representing the primal, instinctual aspects of human nature.

6. Alchemy and transformation: Baphomet's association with Hermeticism and the concept of transformation has led some to interpret the symbol as representing the process of spiritual alchemy, or the transformation of base materials into something more refined and valuable.

But it's another name for the ALL or SOURCE or like in Christianity "GOD" but like one and many gods, this is not good or evil it transends either concept, do I worship this idol? No why does people defend it? As most satanists and theistic demonalators believe its Satan /Devil/Demon. That is wrong, when you call on Baphomet you are calling the words like I AM. Baphomet isn't a deity, its the all and nothing and all in between, the lord is Baphomet and it's used as ignorant as satan like Satan Church.

I have it and am not a satanist or demonlator or atheist satanist or anything, I am Luciferian and Hermetism but like again Luciferianism isn't that what Baphomet means but people use it for a symbol as others do it, it means all the ALL, SOURCE, GOD, GODDESS, HOLY SPIRIT, everything and nothing in between. Infinite, absonite, and finite, to me and Urantia Book, it means ETERNAL MOTHER SON "Michael" 2nd person of trinity. People defend it from christians and fundamentalists of every religion of literalist and christian witches even put this Baphomet down and make stories up of like hollywood telling it attacked them so many people. People who do that are idiotic.

The literal meaning of phosphorus (Phosp-Horus = Lucifer) is “Light-Bringer.”

 Lucifer aka Jesus Christ is tied together both the Morning Star "Bright". Lucifer is a sacred name and very beautiful name of first personality of God like Michael is as well.. Satan is not Lucifer and all who believe Lucifer is bad, its Lucifel, IAM Frater Lucianus. Lucifel gave the Forbidden Religion book to Jose Arragon. That book is on point, but it is too violent as spirit is not higher than soul or vise versa. Soul is Feminine divine Feminine and Spirit is Pneuma Divine Masculine. Neither would be GOD, The All in All is beyond human comprehension, the Urantia Book was written through super finite attempt to describe the local universe Nebadon and it's government Michael the Christ aka Michael of Nebadon and is Paradise Creator Son number 611,121 version (Original Michael same exact hidden being as 2nd of trinity the Eternal Mother Son or Eternal Son, Father would be SOUL of Michael both large and small, spirit/soul has no size and Michael of Nebadon is archangel Michael as LAMB of GOD bestowed here from Paradise, this being is ME IAM Michael The Archangel (LAMB of GOD) eternal son (finite all) and absonite All and Infinite All in all, as all is in all and all is all, ye are gods John 10:34. Existiantial and Experiental. God the supreme being is where Jesus is now and as a Michael main Michael Eternal Son and Father as well gave him extra more power ,more over all earth and heavens to the abyss. Lucifer is not a devil nor is he Sorath.Do your research on real meanings of names and symbols out in plain sight. Learn more follow link below... Hail thyself!

https://www.gnosticwarrior.com/lucifer.html

I am hearing voices and my thoughts spoken outside of me at distance - Being terrorized by demons, devils

 I have been having "voices" from 2020 till now, they appear outside of me, at a distance, they used to scream into my ears one side or the other or both. My third eye opened and it is like someone turned on a psychic switch to hearing 100% of spirits demons,daemons,archangels,earth bound spirits,etc. Very depressed life I live, in deep financial mess over a girl I tried to help in 2020 and 2021 and 2022, I was conned for $60,000 by a girl, a 47 year old fortune teller that is  when stresses become worse when the voices started after another girl  I was dating died on 01/01/2020 2 years later I find she faked her death and I almost killed myself over her actions after she faked her death or maybe my uncle is full of shit Heather Lynn Wilson Hutton messaged my uncle and said she was still alive, no one told me THIS IS A HORRIBLE THING THAT SHE CAUSED ON ME. If she wanted to just be friends all she had to do was say I don't like you anymore than a friend and she sent a green emoji heart in last message I ever had with her the night before she faked her death or is dead and she got 2 different records of death same dates 01/01/2019 she died then, and 01/01/2020 I honestly believe she is alive and something really bad had to make her do this, i don't know who made this happen but I know it ain't her fault. I still love her. Despite actions... could be SAFETY AND PROTECTION as someone was following her and her kids in strange cars watching her and hacking my computer and internet and her too and she chased them people in cars away.

I am a magnet for evil spirits and parasitic entities feeding on me and influencing my actions and behaviors and am addicted to sleeping pills (benadryl) and I never used them till I heard them voices screaming at me about using credit cards I was just a authorized user on them and ran them up as authorized user they were in dad's name and mine on fortune teller girl who conned me used me, they tried to warn me and also harassed me all night for months in 2021 over that girl and this year as well and 2020 I was terrorized and they terrorize me in shower while bathing, they pretended that she was talking to me telepathic communications and some serious super natural things happened, no one would believe me so I don't care, its a psychic attack, they are assaulting my astral body (soul) more or less and spirit (Ba and Ka) in Egypt meanings. I am a former satanist and was a spiritual satanist and that was because my ex wife was a black witch mixing satanism and witchcraft on me even while she was here, I was awakened by her actions and have spiritual battles take place all around me and they were trying to get in me and possess me like they did in 2011 and a horrible attack happened on my ex wife with a hammer,machete and knives. She was stabbed and cut 18 times nothing lethal, she told me after I got out of jail for 10 months blood spell worked and I ended up guilty by mental illness for simple assault charge, my original charges were attempted murder and aggravated assault and simple assault, it was known all over news in Feb 2011 I was possessed by Appollion/Abaddon Satan it is what she wanted to happen for blood to spill and she loved knives rubbed on her before that incident happened and was calling herself Lilith and made me believe I was the Satan itself  and she wanted powers and money....and I seen Light coming from my eyes and she caught it on camera and I did not believe her till I seen it on camera then the spiritual Light let me see it flashing like Lightning in my eyes and face was Light of every color to just violet and purple and red and green and blue all kinds of color Light.

She stayed my ex wife till 01/24/2015 and left me. I was poisoned by her with whatever she put in my vapor cigarettes (vicodins) shit loads to make me crazed with who knows also what she used on me, she drugged her 2nd husband Freddie so she did that to me and she left and I was sick in bed not right in mind.... something removed her from my life but the evil stayed and now its all coming out, the good vs evil all around me. I have some pretty weird abilities of manipulating Light and my physical eyes and minds eye are one, I can project what I see outside of me in minds eye and can move violet Light behind my eye lids and see all kinds of stuff, a Light show and its all violet flame Light something saving me from this, archangel Michael and host of ascended master Gods and Goddesses. They say I am Lucifer (not Abrahamism devil) but Lord of Light (Light Bearer) and also One with the "All" and Archangel Michael, what a confused mess, I am trying to stop the benadryl doses 750 mg a day every day for over 4 years and was higher doses at 1500 mg I AM SCARED FOR MY HEALTH TAKING THEM SO LONG AND DYING, I know how am I alive right? God/Source saved me and is trying to get me balanced and equilibrium of life so I am in balance and my real divine identity is Lord Archangel Michael Bestowed and mixed with Lucifer... basically they say I am 2 archangels and a regular human soul, so called spirit guides and all that, i found Illuminati and been in that since 2013, they reject things like this as mental illness and crazy lunatic as I am not 100% rational and logical or reasonable and by PSR they say makes me a idiot and mentally ill wanna be Reverend of devil Jehovah Allah Yahweh Anu as I was ordained a clergy and had trouble with evil spirits ever since then in 2010 and from ex wife. They reject blind faith and belief systems or religions or mystical ideas and intuition as mental illness. Well you must have to have "faith" or belief to understand their so called ontological mathematics do you not? Put that in your pipe Illuminati and smoke it! Despite that, Them "Pythagorean Illuminati" and others are interested in me, they think I am a watcher aka LUCIFER they been looking for, I am not accepting any of this. I am who I am, I am one with all in all oneness like anyone else, I am not going on a ego trip like them, I accept all is divine and equal just different vibes and levels of awareness consciousness and unconsciousness. I say live and let live. I need help here with spirits and things that drove me to slit my throat in 2019 a devil my ex wife sent to me 04/30/2019 my neck was slit and that is my worst fear neck slit and it took 18 stitches to fix it and mental hospital, the evil failed and here I am and am breaking free of drugs like sleeping pills benadryl but its still on me, evil devils and parasites. If I have all this trouble I must be someone special to them when it comes to divinity and who am I really? I am not into evil or over goodness I am for being right in middle in equilibrium and try to maintain that but things keep happening to stress me so much, its like they make a ass out of me spirits like I am being punished and terrorized for some karma? Illuminati said there is no Karma and them people are crazy nut jobs, they can explain all things with ontological mathematics even paranormal they said the Pythagorean Illuminati and that is all there is the Light and basically thoughts and all is mental (Mind) and we are in a Infinite Mind known as monads linking to these bodies our sagging skin suits we all have... I am just MICHAEL for whoever asked, The First Original MICHAEL of Michaels. I need Melinda Kay Lyons Last Frontier Medium who helps people like me, this case is really long and dangerous as I don't know what is doing this to me besides calling themselves devils and demons and plain earth bound spirits and ghosts or energy of environment where there was a alot of negativity or someone died in that area of home. They mimic my parent's voices and make me think people is talking about me and scary stuff and it took me a while to tell them evil spirits or spirits pulling sick jokes on me or it is real voices I am hearing by discerning no one should have to live like that in hellish environment due to satanic rituals and blood being done a pact with Abaddon Satan Devils and we received what we asked for my ex wife and me, I got powers in appearance but they could be tricking me as you don't believe in anything anymore its like a big holographic Truman Show for me... I am waking up, I need help with spirits and guidance, I am so so in knowledge I need a professional psychic medium who can banish these beings and close portals and I cannot move I always lived with parents and I am 38 yrs old. I believe everyone who said they heard or hear voices and feel for them, and see them as victims of cruel spirits and karma and evil. Clairaudience is what I think I have...any one with ideas? comment or email me with contact form on this blog.... 

Michael W. Ford - 02 Invocation of Lilith