Where was God / Source before Creation #1? Urantia book and The Song of God Updated 05/19/25

Where was Source or God before creation? We have ventured into where was God or Source before creation? Well Consciousness has always existed infinite at that and has no beginning and neither does infinite nothing or "unconsciousness", which at one point Source was aware of itself in eternity, then once consciousness filled the nothing, Infinite Source began manifesting all things possible and potential that already existed since eternity from a zero point of nothing or simple point. Then conscious intention was added then all things finite as finite source or God exist as the feminine Celestial heavens, then the spiritual world, then the physical world and planes so all that already exist as infinite source can apparently be "created" in the finite to provide the illusion of "reality" of all these things since eternity here and now. Does this sum it up for you as where was God/Source before Creation? Life preceded God and God was born on Earth 1st Power see The Song of God scriptures here, http://thesongofgod.com As there was no actual "creation"! It just all IS as the infinite, however, the feminine principle and masculine principle are expressed by the infinite as the Eternal Mother Son (Feminine and Masculine) which is not finite or infinite but absonite BUT WITH ITSELF IT'S INFINITE as the 2 are One.

But the Infinite All or "Father" is genderless.Then the 2nd person of trinity is the Eternal Mother Son (Feminine and Masculine) principles of it's own self which flows and fills all things with it's own personal infinite being, while the Paradise Creator Sons' (The Michaels) (See Urantia Book if you don't know what these terms are) are made as part All or Father and Eternal Mother Son and there is over 700,000 of these Michaels made and they draw on the 3rd being of trinity, the Infinite Consciousness which the Urantia Book calls "Infinite Spirit" as the term for correct use is "consciousness and unconsciousness" as source is and isn't at the sametime. There is so much information in the Urantia Book revelations of finite, absonite and infinite beings of all different types and along with Emanuel Swedenborg's teachings , he is talking about "Jehovah God" as Christ Michael or "Jesus" paradise creator son number 611,121 version who is more like the Eternal Mother son(The Original Michael) than the All or Father if you resonate with our truths. The higher masculine is understanding but not knowing as which the Feminine is Consciousness knowing. Not belief or faith or understanding alone as the lower masculine is.

So with Infinite Source we said there is no "creation", yet there is the illusion of creation as the paradise creator sons' (Michaels) create local universes like Jesus created our local universe called Nebadon with 10,000,000 worlds in it. They and you constitute God/Source the Supreme, Ultimate & Absolute beings experientially. That would be finite, absonite and infinite. It fills all space & time this experiential being which is past,present and future yet in infinity & eternity it is already ABSOLUTE BEING, GOD OR SOURCE ABSOLUTE, all for source to know itself through you and as you & we/me. Also it is Alpha (Original Trinity) Then its Omega , finite, absonite and infinite as experiential source consciousness. See, "WE" of Michaels' spiritual and angelic societies were meant to pick up where these beings (Swedenborg & Urantia) and since update here May 19th 2025 with Song of God Holy scriptures we discovered God was made by Divine Mother (Feminine Areta) see again http://thesongofgod.com left off and in combining the 2 plus our own consciousness, we have new truths or knowings for those who are in our spiritual societies and soul groups. Well as far as the Paradise Trinity is concerned, and are from Father of all and Mother God (Holy Spirit,Over Soul,Feminine Soul and earth soul and masculine Spirit/spirits, we are each The All,Eternal Mother Son and Infinite Consciousness and Unconsciousness who is all ONE being which we are within one infinite eternal mind. (THERE IS MORE TO COME FROM SPIRITUAL SOCIETY CALL WE).

We are back and you maybe wondering like our human host why all these "Paradise Creator Sons or Michaels? Well the original paradise trinity down stepped itself from infinity as these beings who are Infinite in power, yet they are either absonite or finite as they manifest their own local universes. So the Eternal Mother Son is the dwelling place of the All of Father who inhabits all humans and beings. They exist in the 7 super universes which are absonite. As with Infinite consciousness you couldn't contain it right within just 7 super universes now could you? NO! & Havona is Infinite & eternal there is the center of the 7 super universes where we all really are or are we? To show you how big infinity is , this same consciousness goes outside the 7 super universes and there is other such different Gods or Sources which are Infinite in their universes which can be entirely different from our 7 super universes but all is oneness. These all are linked together, till infinity as with Infinite Source there is all potential and possibilities right? So what are we? We are Mind or Consciousness with a infinite number of universes and all other things and nothing as well. Otherwords the ALL is ALL there is and God was born on planet where their was men, Emmanuel or Immanuel is Lord Father of All and Mother Goddess and Son/Daughters of Infinite Source which has no size small or large, we are all Infinite and absonite (neither infinite nor finite) and finite is IN-(FINITE).

And again even what the paradise creator sons' make, it already existed since eternity with Infinite source and it is all an illusion or "creation" ,even as you humans "create" what goes on in your world, yet it already existed before its creation. We think people will be blown away to hear how large source of consciousness and unconsciousness really is... It never ends....and is no where yet everywhere. How long has the All or Father , Eternal Mother Son and Infinite Spirit or Consciousness existed? Since eternity till eternity and we are not implying a deity outside our selves here either as they are you as much as they are the same esse and essence we are. Just as consciousness itself has existed and had no beginning as its uncreated and so is unconsciousness.So where did they come from Source's Source? Well you ever ponder on this like when you go to sleep and dream, you are unconscious yet still conscious? Well your all in a infinite mind, everything of the universes are mental, as pure consciousness is what is the mind we are all in of Eternal Source who is each of us in individual form.We are each a macrocosm and microcosm being in oneness.

Christ Consciousness Explained

091922-Abraxas:The Great Archon & Master Key to the Mind & Various Mysteries is true GOD ALL in All

Lucifer the Light Bringer Jesus Christ Bright Morning Star

A Different Truth

The very word and concept of "Lucifer", has been so misunderstood across the ages that it has caused in equal measure both awe and repulsion among civilizations.

The Alchemist Ambrosius wrote, that at the beginning of creation on a dark and stormy night, the first ray that emerged from the blackness was called Lucifer: the bringer of light.

It was the first light, the first sound, the first lightning, the only eternal flash of light; and Lucifer himself exclaimed: “I will be remembered as the eternal rebel; the one who broke the tranquillity of darkness and infinite ignorance. I am the spirit in motion, hungry for knowledge through this deep and dark universe." Do they not call rebels, those same people who by opening their eyes and expanding their consciousness, decide to know themselves better and go against the rules imposed by society? 

Thus, Lucifer understood his mission: to raise consciousness amongst the unconscious, obtain wisdom from ignorance, and draw light from the darkness. And so he fell towards Earth, into the pain of matter, to help mankind rise spiritually. And in so doing man self conquered, and announced Lucifer’s arrival in three different towns and a valley.

- The first people adored images of stone, imaginary deities, to which they sang and prayed. Lucifer saw this and told them that this was unnecessary, that power and divinity are within oneself; the inhabitants did not accept this and called it blasphemous, so Lucifer continued on his path.

- The second town was made up of even more blind and ignorant people. They proclaimed to have a God prone to sacrifice and punishment, called themselves "the chosen people", and considered to be superior to others and worthy to conquer all. Lucifer told them that this God was a false god, a projection of themselves, of their ignorance, ambition, and aggression. They called him blasphemous, but these people were more ignorant than the previous lot, and they beat him to death and buried him. But he rose from the rubble, even though his body had been broken, his spirit was intact, and so he persevered on his path.

- The third town was more beautiful and luxurious, and in the main square was written on a column of gold and precious stones the phrase "everything has a price". The God of this town was money, and for this, the people sold their women, daughters, and even themselves. Lucifer felt disgusted by these people, and cried to them that he would never be a servant or a slave of belonging; so once again, he left and followed his path. This time around, some, recognizing something different, decided to follow him and even offered him money to reveal his secrets, but Lucifer would not be bought.

- Then he came to a valley where a great battle had taken place, Lucifer felt hard-pressed to see any difference between the dead bodies lying there and the people of the villages he had visited, for “the living had not understood that they were actually dead by their own ignorance ".

There he stumbled upon a wounded man whom he healed. This man asked him who he was, to which he replied: “I am the bringer of light, the conscience that manifests itself in human form. I am the force inside every being, every man and woman, every beast, inside everything."

Lucifer decided to seek solitude upon a mountain, but many people sought him out, word had got around of his healing prowess, and thus Lucifer became a teacher, first of few and after many. He taught everyone that clarity and wisdom were already in the heart of every living being.

But people once again stopped looking inwards and instead began to direct their attention to the outer self, to the image of the master, to worship and become dependent on him. Seeing this, Lucifer decided to gather them and announce that he had selected to leave this world. His followers were dismayed.

So Lucifer gave them one last lesson, encompassing this truth: “Only he, who knows himself, his reasons for being, his destiny and ceases to be part of the herd, will ever find the True Light."

The influence that Lucifer or the concept of Lucifer has had on society has been misinterpreted; instead many have set out to demonize everything related to “this new era ". 

Lest we forget, is it not Lucifer that is now calling the church “Dark "? Is it not in the Bible, the book of Job, that he is given the name son of God, the shining star of the morning? 

The first archangel that sprouted from the depths of chaos was Lux (Lucifer), the bright son of the morning. Was it not the church that demonized the name, because it was older and higher than their God, and had to be sacrificed to accommodate their dogma!

Urantia Book - Paper 119 (The Bestowals of Christ Michael)

Finger of God. Apocalypse Now🧬💕

Truth in it's many forms -this is channeled we are MICHAEL of Nebadon Jesus Christ

 The Devil the Demiurge "Satan" is Jehovah-Allah-Yahweh-Brahma" and Peacock Archangel Melek Ta'us is TRUE SON OF GOD aka Sanat Kumara and Sananda Kumara (Sanat lower self of me Michael/Melchizedek) aka Archangel Michael and Sananda Kumara Higher Self of Christ Michael (Jesus Christ) in Urantia Book Michael of Nebadon from Order of Celestial Beings known as Michaels in Celestial Heavens is son number 611,121st version exactly as Eternal Mother Son, the only 2 are different as Michael original one personality is Emmanuel and Michael of Nebadon is Immanuel as personality and Original Michael is uncreated Urantia Book revelations Trinity is 2nd person of Trinity, the Eternal Mother Son (Eternal Son) Original Michael of order of Michaels Paradise Creator Sons 700,000+ in existence. Master Michaels are given all power of Heaven and Earths of local universes they manifested/created from Infinite Spirit as Local Universe Mother Spirit the Divine Feminine Minister (Mary Magdalene and Sophia) of bible and gnosticism. Daughters of Infinite Spirit.

Let it be known Michael the Eternal Son is here on Earth/Urantia and is known here as "the All" within ONE BODY as finite source here on Earth as Sanat Kumara. Michael of Nebadon is exact same being and power level as Eternal Mother Son -- Master Michael (Jesus Christ), it is why this particular Paradise Creator Son is named "Christ" as Eternal Son is WORD and through that being, original Michael , all things were made/created, Michael of Nebadon is stepped down version of representation of Universal All ,Father and Eternal Mother Son and Infinite Spirit the Paradise Trinity the existential one, while all the rest outside Havona is Experiential and Existential and evolves in 7 super universes and is time and space, empty space as it is nothing but GOD or The ALL, All is in all and is All everything the paradise trinity is within as FATHER God Particle aka Thought Adjuster within your Mind and is NOUS and that Father fragment is existential, all is the FATHER first Source and center of everything and is all personalities finite to absonite (neither finite or infinite) ,and Infinite.

Michael of Nebadon is here on Earth in the Spirit / Over Soul and is "Maitreya" aka Sanat Kumara and unseen main eternal mother son original Michael is here as Michael of Nebadon, Immanuel personality from FATHER and is SAME Super Supreme Being as Eternal Son is who is Ultra Secret Being MEGATRON, that is Michael the Christ (Jesus) has different personality as Original Michael again is Emmanuel. Subordinate Paradise Creator Sons all Michaels (Master Michaels) are except 611,121st version of Father and Eternal Son, and One with Infinite Spirit with Divine Feminine (Minister) daughter of Infinite Spirit as Michael of Nebadon is Michael the Archangel (Lamb of God) is Lord Archangel Michael Bestowed. Archangel Michael is confused name the bible got Urantia Book being MIchaels mixed up.

What good is all this? The new world (New Church of Jerusalem) was launched 01/01/2020 by Archangel Michael and Yeshua incarnations 2 of myriad of bodies here on earth to anchor energy into earth.

But what I am exposing is SATANISM in Neo Nazi groups here is their lies spiritually like through Psychics like Melinda Kay Lyons (Melinda the Mystic Witch), I am here to bind Satan and devils and demons for good to lower 3rd density where is hell and higher 3rd density is new spiritual world and 4th dimension and higher is now on Earth/Urantia, and Urantia Earth is center of Millions and Trillions of worlds due to tragic death a cruel death of Eternal Mother Son on the cross as Christ Michael (Jesus) and the Father took the pain (Immanuel). The devil Calagastia and Satan and Lucifer is being rehabilitated in Havona and Archangel Gabriel is pursuing a law case against Satan, Lucifer and Calagastia and Abaddon and there is a secret, Lucifer is being used to to fix and amend what he caused by his pride and false liberty and so many worlds in quarantine for hundreds and thousands of years. There is invaders from the deep, these Zeta Beings are seeking to kill off all of humanity on multiple earths through Politics and Climate Change and Religions. The Earth in climate change is based on a FLAT EARTH MODEL not a sphere round globe and science wants to block the SUN out we heard of mirrors being placed in space and spraying chem trails for things we cannot go into here, there is a devil worse than any Satan and Lucifer or Calagastia the devil is impotent since Christ was murdered on the cross and was a very cruel suffering death, the FATHER GOD Particle in Jesus was Immanuel and he took the death and pain for MICHAEL as both Michaels are Eternal Mother Son, same power and same beingness and same level super supreme, people on earth don't know how lucky they are Christ Maitreya returning to earth as 8th bestowed number that Michael of Nebadon (Christ) was bestowed and ALSO Thee Eternal MOTHER SON "Emmanuel" is here as well as in experiential body of Lord Archangel Michael Bestowed the main 2nd person of trinity is here as well surprise! with Michael of Nebadon both is within One Body and name we go by is just Archangel Michael and Frater Lucianus since LUCIFER is being used to undo the false liberty and trouble he caused in his rebellion and bright personality and smartest son of his kind, The Father he didn't believe in and thought Paradise Creator Sons were using mysterious Father that he doubted existed and guess what, he knows the FATHER exists now and he is neither good nor evil right now. Satan is being reabilitated right now, Calagastia roams the earth free for now fallen planetary prince and impotent devil since time of Jesus's was murdered and crucified and earth/urantia is known as WORLD OF THE CROSS.The Father's house has apparently been moved!

The Gospel of Mary Magdalene - What sees in Mind Soul or Spirit like visions? A.:.A.:.

 There is Soma (body) Psyche (Soul) & human spirit,connects to higher (nous-mind) Pneuma aka Holy Spirit Sophia.

It is neither the soul nor spirit (human spirit) that see's vision of Yeshua / Jesus in gospel of Mary Magdalene but the NOUS (Intelligence connected to Pneuma Holy Spirit via nous mind) the higher mind of Mary. Mary Magdalene was Jesus's wife and they had a mystical wedding after the resurrection of Yeshua to Father God whom he is as Spirit is Father of ALL or all in all and Holy Spirit is active operation coming from Lord God (Yeshua) Jesus Christ.

Yeshua and Mary Magdalane and also Archangel Michael launched the "New Heaven and New Earth" 01/01/2020, the New Jerusalem Church of Spirit, the Red Bull New Church of Jerusalem coming down from Heaven from the Lord Jesus Christ, but this church is not a building, its a spiritual church the wedding of the LAMB (Lord Archangel Michael Bestowed) with Yeshua and Mary Magdalene, Michael is Yeshua/Jesus Christ Michael of Nebadon mentioned in latest revelations of Urantia Book, he is a paradise creator son of highest order and infinite in power and being with oneness with Infinite Spirit giving Michael the archangel aka Michael of Nebadon the power of all heaven and earth as local universe mother soul divine Minister she is called and daughter's of Infinite Holy Ghost Spirit. Spirit of Truth is poured out on all people with no judgement, the gospel of Mary says "There is NO SIN!" You create it with more laws imposed on yourselves, the whole point is to understand this Holy Gospel that belongs in Holy Books and all other Gnosticism texts the real texts before changed by false church (Roman Catholic Church) that is the synagog of Satan the Pope's chair has inverted cross he is false prophet as can a man (human) really be god or devil on earth as a Pope and forgive sin? NO! That satanic church ended in 2004. Men and women are each a spiritual church which is a heaven and hell within their mind, that is what "within means" not body. You are Soma (Body) Soul (psyche) spirit (nous) and Pneuma (Holy Spirit) (Holy Spirit is LORD GOD, THE SON IS LORD GOD and FATHER is LORD GOD the all in all, the alpha and omega, All one being not 3, like we are SOUL is FATHER within the SON (SPIRIT Body) and Holy Spirit is (SOUL -(Divine Feminine and Spirit Divine Masculine one soul feminine and masculine spirit and both or neither at same time of gender,

Nous is the God the Son, and God the Father is your Consciousness and Holy Spirit is aura of them 2 that is it active energy of Soul the Infinite psyche (Mind) and the womb of myriads of Universes the ALL in ALL.

Mary Magdalene is real being, she existed in spirit world where the Lord walked and appeared as different looks before he returned to Father God. We are all the Christ in Oneness of SOUL and Spirit. All things return from which they came as becoming is what we are all doing eternal evolving experiential Gods but all One GOD THE ALL and Goddess is everything else and all in between as existiantial beings. We are Supreme Being of Urantia Book and is evolving to God the Ultimate and after that the Absolute. (See Urantia Book and Gospels of Mary Magdalene. They her Mary and Jesus have a lost love child the Divine "Saint Sarah-la-Kali" and brother as well "Lucianus". They are twin flames their kids who are inheriting the position as Lord , the Lord is Many Beings. All is equal just different consciousness levels and unconsciousness. My Soul ascended past powers as it was described in gospel of Mary Magdalene. I crossed the Abyss (Thelema) of Holy Prophet Aleister Crowley and who he was before that in previous life he was Eliphas Levi. Baphomet is my emblem and names stand as they are, Satan means nothing of Abrahamism terms but is is HADIT in Thelema and Lucifer is not any evil being, fools believe devil is real that would be demiurge of gnosticism and There is Ptah-Sokar-Osiris, Lucifer is Ptah-Ea-Enki-Satya not SATAN! Aiwaz Aiwass was Hermetic Phallic Lucifer his Holy Guardian Angel, he was a god himself, he knew the secret meanings in the gnsotic gospels and about PAN, that is who Baphomet is The ALL, the All in all. Sophia is Wisdom tied to Baphomet and heads of John the Baptist and Simon Magus were symbol of Baphomet, perfect equilibrium balance and GOD above demiurge/satan Jehovah-Yahweh-Allah-Anu. Visions you see are by Nous connected to Consciousness itself (Pneuma) Holy Spirit that is what see's between the nous in mind soul and spirit don't see. What you see and hear is GOD the Father in You. YOU are a Divine Child of God and God's gift to you is inherit the Kingdom of God within and without you and know Infinite levels there is no within or without. Ponder on these things, it is mix of esotericism to educate you and increase your knowing and belief.

Christ Michael of Nebadon is Sanat Kumera and Sananda Kumera in Urantia Book is Eternal Son

 Sanat Kumera is from Venus the morning star, Lucifer is tied to this planet and so is Michael of Nebadon but Gabriel is Bright morning star as Urantia Book said as Sanat Kumera and Eternal Mother Son is Sandana Kumera in the ONE Michael the eternal mother son is Michael of Nebadon that is why he is called Christ, the Christ Michael as he and eternal son are same exact being except 2 different -personalities Michael the first original Michael is Sananda Kumera and Michael of Nebadon Christ Jesus is Sanat Kumera same exact being, eternal son is Immanuel and Michael of Nebadon is Eternal son as "Emmanuel" personality, both personalities the Father of All is within Eternal Mother Son as The ALL in All's body (Spiritual Celestial Body energetic Soul and Spirit). Michael the Christ is Eternal Mother Son as I am that 2nd person of Paradise Trinity. and I am Super Supreme as is Michael/Sananda and Sanat Kumera is same being exact no difference besides the Immanuel and Emmanuel personalities of the All Father within Michael Eternal Mother Son. Kumeras are Maitreya the Christ. Sanat Kumera is Jesus Christ lower Self and Sananda Kumera is Eternal Mother Son higher self and lower self are Super Supreme, all else is supreme level and Ultimate and absolute God as three levels of God as experiential. Eternal Mother Son is existiantial being and so is Michael of Nebadon Christ 611,121st version of a Paradise Creator Son exactly same deity as eternal mother son and Father of All is within Michael all of them Paradise Creator Sons and master Michaels of over 700,000 + sons but all is subordinant except Michael of Nebadon Jesus Christ so Jesus is the word of God as eternal mother son 1st Michael 2 beings same soul and spirit as Sanat Kumera and Sananda Kumera. There is the Infinite Spirit as Local Universe Mother Spirit of Divine Feminine as all power of heaven and earth and more was given to Michael the Christ as Michael is Eternal Son exact same being, other words eternal son in 2 places at same time it cannot be fractured like Father is. Father/Mother God is Father, Eternal Mother Son and Infinite Spirit and myriad of Michaels the order of them from first original Michael, each Michael personifies the Universal Father and Eternal Mother, Michael of Nebadon is original Michael, but still there is only Sanat Kumera and Sananda Immanuel and Emmanuel personalities for each Michael of Michael of Nebadon and eternal mother son himself. The "Father" Immanuel took the hit on the cross and it was a horrible death painful, men murdered the God who loves them even still. I feel Michael of Nebadon never felt the pain as Father took the pain of being crucified him self. Can you imagine the horrible death Emmanuel went through? !!! not for sins, but he was killed that is it, many other so called Pagan Godmen were crucified were they real or copy cating? No, The ALL is on earth (eternal mother son), but all are I Am God sent different avatars of itself to fit their people like Krishna and Shiva and Shakati aka  Kali. Were they all the same God? no but same ALL IN All. All is finite,absonite and infinite. There is no set truth besides your own truth about yourself. My consciousness is increased dramatically me as Sanat Kumera and Sananda the eternal son as archangel Michael is spiritual body of eternal mother son and hence, Lamb of God is Lord Archangel Michael Bestowed, the 2nd person of Trinity is Michael eternal mother son and body the archangel, Lord Archangel Michael Bestowed as both.

YOU ARE NOT FREE! You were imprisoned on Earth since 200,000 years by reincarnation

 You think your free? Your each like a business to the Corporation like USA INC, this world is the Truman Show and you each are it Truman. Cameras everywhere, everything is real but CONTROLLED, false flag events, simulacra and simulation within a simulation and metaverse "mother Verse" Multi-Verse,Monads,Omnispheres,Unispheres, multiverse, fake world, a divine comedy, existence is to see what kind of lab rat you are, who is God? God certainly isn't what people believe in the monster of Abrahamism aka Jude-Chrstian religious movements. Give mammon what is Cabal's rich elites Old World Order to what is their evil fake money, They are copying the Illuminati with a FAKE NWO but old world Order will still be in place, they want to destroy all trust in name of "Illuminati", and your all clones and drones, dumb phones for dumb asses.... let the cabal/dark ones track all you do like Communist China? The American Dream is that a dream, as you would have to be asleep to think it exist, while your a rat in rat race and dehumanized mask for getting rocks off by wearing masks for psycho paths controlled you and shut world down like a PRISON, welcome your waking up! No one has the authority to tell you to lock down or put a worthless mask who made me feel like I was dehumanized with Corona sharona bs. Tell the real criminals on Wallstreet NO MORE! Tell elites, I AM GOD! We are not listening to your Abrahamic psycho religion anymore, I am not fooled by Leftest socialists and Right Conservatives, its all bs, no one is gonna save this mess, only you once you all agree and see the madness and get out of the beast system, I woke up, and realized who I Am, I am Archangel Michael in lower form to anchor Infinite Higher energy to wake people and for new world and no world orders period, THAT IS RIGHT NO WORLD ORDERS!! ,the people decided no more cabal and fake illuminati world, real Illuminati isn't having it no more... I am aware and am in the game here life a war whatever you wanna call it...Welcome to Earth a Prison they own you literally, don't pay taxes, you go to jail! That is like gangs asking you pay a toll. Or per capita tax or in jail, license to drive? All this fucking worthless paper that isn't worth anything, its a control, its all about control 1984 George Orwell...This system is gonna crash, don't be afraid, be glad old paradigm is falling like house of cards, all them criminals out there walking around? End of age. Jesus Christ is returning via his WORD, THROUGH ALL OF YOU.Wake up to reality or remain a slave to satanic world orders new or old, no world order!

I am hearing voices and my thoughts spoken outside of me at distance - Being terrorized by demons, devils

 I have been having "voices" from 2020 till now, they appear outside of me, at a distance, they used to scream into my ears one side or the other or both. My third eye opened and it is like someone turned on a psychic switch to hearing 100% of spirits demons,daemons,archangels,earth bound spirits,etc. Very depressed life I live, in deep financial mess over a girl I tried to help in 2020 and 2021 and 2022, I was conned for $60,000 by a girl, a 47 year old fortune teller that is  when stresses become worse when the voices started after another girl  I was dating died on 01/01/2020 2 years later I find she faked her death and I almost killed myself over her actions after she faked her death or maybe my uncle is full of shit Heather Lynn Wilson Hutton messaged my uncle and said she was still alive, no one told me THIS IS A HORRIBLE THING THAT SHE CAUSED ON ME. If she wanted to just be friends all she had to do was say I don't like you anymore than a friend and she sent a green emoji heart in last message I ever had with her the night before she faked her death or is dead and she got 2 different records of death same dates 01/01/2019 she died then, and 01/01/2020 I honestly believe she is alive and something really bad had to make her do this, i don't know who made this happen but I know it ain't her fault. I still love her. Despite actions... could be SAFETY AND PROTECTION as someone was following her and her kids in strange cars watching her and hacking my computer and internet and her too and she chased them people in cars away.

I am a magnet for evil spirits and parasitic entities feeding on me and influencing my actions and behaviors and am addicted to sleeping pills (benadryl) and I never used them till I heard them voices screaming at me about using credit cards I was just a authorized user on them and ran them up as authorized user they were in dad's name and mine on fortune teller girl who conned me used me, they tried to warn me and also harassed me all night for months in 2021 over that girl and this year as well and 2020 I was terrorized and they terrorize me in shower while bathing, they pretended that she was talking to me telepathic communications and some serious super natural things happened, no one would believe me so I don't care, its a psychic attack, they are assaulting my astral body (soul) more or less and spirit (Ba and Ka) in Egypt meanings. I am a former satanist and was a spiritual satanist and that was because my ex wife was a black witch mixing satanism and witchcraft on me even while she was here, I was awakened by her actions and have spiritual battles take place all around me and they were trying to get in me and possess me like they did in 2011 and a horrible attack happened on my ex wife with a hammer,machete and knives. She was stabbed and cut 18 times nothing lethal, she told me after I got out of jail for 10 months blood spell worked and I ended up guilty by mental illness for simple assault charge, my original charges were attempted murder and aggravated assault and simple assault, it was known all over news in Feb 2011 I was possessed by Appollion/Abaddon Satan it is what she wanted to happen for blood to spill and she loved knives rubbed on her before that incident happened and was calling herself Lilith and made me believe I was the Satan itself  and she wanted powers and money....and I seen Light coming from my eyes and she caught it on camera and I did not believe her till I seen it on camera then the spiritual Light let me see it flashing like Lightning in my eyes and face was Light of every color to just violet and purple and red and green and blue all kinds of color Light.

She stayed my ex wife till 01/24/2015 and left me. I was poisoned by her with whatever she put in my vapor cigarettes (vicodins) shit loads to make me crazed with who knows also what she used on me, she drugged her 2nd husband Freddie so she did that to me and she left and I was sick in bed not right in mind.... something removed her from my life but the evil stayed and now its all coming out, the good vs evil all around me. I have some pretty weird abilities of manipulating Light and my physical eyes and minds eye are one, I can project what I see outside of me in minds eye and can move violet Light behind my eye lids and see all kinds of stuff, a Light show and its all violet flame Light something saving me from this, archangel Michael and host of ascended master Gods and Goddesses. They say I am Lucifer (not Abrahamism devil) but Lord of Light (Light Bearer) and also One with the "All" and Archangel Michael, what a confused mess, I am trying to stop the benadryl doses 750 mg a day every day for over 4 years and was higher doses at 1500 mg I AM SCARED FOR MY HEALTH TAKING THEM SO LONG AND DYING, I know how am I alive right? God/Source saved me and is trying to get me balanced and equilibrium of life so I am in balance and my real divine identity is Lord Archangel Michael Bestowed and mixed with Lucifer... basically they say I am 2 archangels and a regular human soul, so called spirit guides and all that, i found Illuminati and been in that since 2013, they reject things like this as mental illness and crazy lunatic as I am not 100% rational and logical or reasonable and by PSR they say makes me a idiot and mentally ill wanna be Reverend of devil Jehovah Allah Yahweh Anu as I was ordained a clergy and had trouble with evil spirits ever since then in 2010 and from ex wife. They reject blind faith and belief systems or religions or mystical ideas and intuition as mental illness. Well you must have to have "faith" or belief to understand their so called ontological mathematics do you not? Put that in your pipe Illuminati and smoke it! Despite that, Them "Pythagorean Illuminati" and others are interested in me, they think I am a watcher aka LUCIFER they been looking for, I am not accepting any of this. I am who I am, I am one with all in all oneness like anyone else, I am not going on a ego trip like them, I accept all is divine and equal just different vibes and levels of awareness consciousness and unconsciousness. I say live and let live. I need help here with spirits and things that drove me to slit my throat in 2019 a devil my ex wife sent to me 04/30/2019 my neck was slit and that is my worst fear neck slit and it took 18 stitches to fix it and mental hospital, the evil failed and here I am and am breaking free of drugs like sleeping pills benadryl but its still on me, evil devils and parasites. If I have all this trouble I must be someone special to them when it comes to divinity and who am I really? I am not into evil or over goodness I am for being right in middle in equilibrium and try to maintain that but things keep happening to stress me so much, its like they make a ass out of me spirits like I am being punished and terrorized for some karma? Illuminati said there is no Karma and them people are crazy nut jobs, they can explain all things with ontological mathematics even paranormal they said the Pythagorean Illuminati and that is all there is the Light and basically thoughts and all is mental (Mind) and we are in a Infinite Mind known as monads linking to these bodies our sagging skin suits we all have... I am just MICHAEL for whoever asked, The First Original MICHAEL of Michaels. I need Melinda Kay Lyons Last Frontier Medium who helps people like me, this case is really long and dangerous as I don't know what is doing this to me besides calling themselves devils and demons and plain earth bound spirits and ghosts or energy of environment where there was a alot of negativity or someone died in that area of home. They mimic my parent's voices and make me think people is talking about me and scary stuff and it took me a while to tell them evil spirits or spirits pulling sick jokes on me or it is real voices I am hearing by discerning no one should have to live like that in hellish environment due to satanic rituals and blood being done a pact with Abaddon Satan Devils and we received what we asked for my ex wife and me, I got powers in appearance but they could be tricking me as you don't believe in anything anymore its like a big holographic Truman Show for me... I am waking up, I need help with spirits and guidance, I am so so in knowledge I need a professional psychic medium who can banish these beings and close portals and I cannot move I always lived with parents and I am 38 yrs old. I believe everyone who said they heard or hear voices and feel for them, and see them as victims of cruel spirits and karma and evil. Clairaudience is what I think I have...any one with ideas? comment or email me with contact form on this blog.... 

End of society - End of WORLD and end of Law and Order and Spiritual warfare

 This is it, we were warned for years and years, after 9/11/2001 nothing has been the same, the world we once knew is gone, chaos is in control, criminals run the streets, revolving door policy in NYC soon to be every where since past 2 years banishing police, and police officers cannot do their jobs, they are threatened to be locked up if they hurt a criminal! I Archangel Michael am a police loving archangel and this will not be happening much longer..but for now no one is there to protect you, and then you would be a criminal if you defended yourself and family?! Liberals and socialist are doing this to reduce population and to establish cabal's fake New World Order, it is just like Old World Order but they want it all reset as well and how they do this, abolish the police and let criminals run things,as they are the AntiChrist! like the song, Gangstas paradise is alive and Brandell from the Movie the Principal is alive, George Orwells 1984 has been here, someone attempted to kill someone and they are right back out on the streets all over the USA, liberals failed and caused all this,yes but conservatives did too. I am of God and am centered in God consciousness. I live for God and God is, peace is. There is no one to help you but God/Soul/Spirit. We are a society of archangels under order of Michael from Urantia Book and archangel Michael in bible. The New Church of Jerusalem is being established into your world, a New Church ( not a physical one ) but a Spirit One, each man and woman is a Church and all is churches and they become corrupted by evil and it is time to reset it all again by Lord Jesus Christ subdugate the hells and heavens placing everyone back where they belong, this world (church) ended in 2004, the church is all people collectively and also as individuals. The word in the bible is about the LORD's Walk in Spiritual World, not a physical world here, but lets remove the duality of 2 separate worlds , matter and spiritual, it is all one world, your senses lie to you and keep you all finite bound and trapped in this world of maya and illusions, this is nothing like I never seen before, back in 2019 before plandemic (pandemic) happened, they done messed up the cabal aka fake illuminati and think tanks and psychopaths and pedophiles and stuff they do is even more evil than Moloch or Satan, human trafficking and all the children are being saved and all these drug suppliers and drug lords and king pins and child traffickers are being taken down by MILITARY, USA Military. The future looks bleak but TRUST THE PLAN Q + as you can see and God is showing the world just who these evil people are and cabal puppets and Illuminati the Pythagorean Illuminati fell apart , everything is being destroyed before all is replaced anew, fear not anything, I may sound crazy I am not, I'm in spirit of Holy Spirit, all is Holy Ghost which is seen as Matter, all is one in God and Christ and no matter what belief system your in, if your seeking God you found God itself within your own being, its the kingdom of heaven within you. Get the book called THE INFINITE WAY by Joel S Goldsmith or look on your tube for that book in audio from author reading it aloud. It teaches turn away from your problems and discords and let God's Grace be enough and know there is no separation from you the uncreated God within you and anything... The WORD IS GOD AND BECAME FLESH! It still is GOD/The All in all. "Son all that I have is thine" your oneness with God makes you already blessed beyond measure, there appears to be great threats like never before, the cabal lost control alot by pandemic. But police are being defunded and they cannot do their jobs and you cannot defend yourself as the liberals favor criminals over innocent children and us all and police without them its open season on you and all people... I say defend yourself, you can carry anything hey the criminals do right? I am not subject to their laws of anarchy and them protecting criminals or turning all crime victims into criminals if they defend themselves? This world is being pushed so hard, since pandemic all kinds of police never returned and there is a shortage of police, some where it takes 2-3 hours to get to a 911 phone call and they cannot protect you, this next video is basically what I am saying that shows example of cops not being able to do their jobs Click here to see video people  , Its time we fight back with non violent protests, but you know people would attack you like goon squad and you would have to defend yourself against criminals out there and false arrest. Tell the FBI to investigate real criminals you have in office child molseters and rapest and commited some horrible crimes like George Soros and scum like them Bill Gates of hell, and DR FALSY. And drug dealers and drug lords and all the big time horrors of human trafficking and worse that these evil ones do.... trust in the Lord within you, it will help you if you quit thinking of problems and look away to get solution to said problems, that book is what the world needs, let go of fear and worry of personal self, I do this so can you.... I also follow God and know what to do, I am practicing self defense with sticks and other tools besides firearms, why you ask? they don't believe I should own one, they take your rights away and unleash hells of devils on citizens of earth. We are not going to take it anymore, we are all united in God and Christ awareness. End of society as new one is established and we are not going to let this happen with tyrants further torchure you and enslave you as they the 1% sit on top, their time is up. They will be soulless dust as these leaders have no souls they feed on fear, violence and anything very sick sick sick,,,, spiritual war is happening right now, I got to see all the crazy things around me and hear them all, satan and his demons will be cast into abyss with the so called cabal and no God didn't put them there, they put themselves there. I honestly cannot believe this is happening right here right now in this here world. Its all controlled, follow news you will never find out what is going on.... they silenced all Maga movement and q and all that, and any other groups against liberals and socialists and facism and racism. But we are all together, I wrote this note bouncing all over on purpose to throw off censorship by by you all know who the cabal and corporations. I am under severe stress and people are losing their minds, no one deserves this kinda hell especially the children and people who committed suicide over economic things and drugs and no justice, who is gonna stop it? GOD IS, PEACE BE STILL, Trust the plan!

The Devil The Satan Jehovah

Satan and Lucifer are not the same being nor is Lucifer an evil being despite what the bible,koran or Urantia Book says. Lucifer is the bright morning star and at the end of the bible Jesus Christ himself calls himself the bright morning star so you see the error here in the judeo-christian bibles?  Satan means "adversary" and when the bible was formed there really was no satan AS DEVIL until the new testament which is dogma which is just untrue. Here is what the brutal roman empire did, they fabricated their own story of Jesus-Lucifer and made up the story of the satan to get women out of power during the aeon of Isis where the mother goddess was the supreme being. Then came the aeon of Osiris the dying and resurrecting sons of god we have a few Mithras, Attis, Odin, Jesus, etc just to name a few. The real Jesus story cannot ever be told better than the Urantia Book but even it is incorrect as Joshua Ben Joseph wrote down no written records of what his inner spirit did who was Jesus or Michael of Nebadon and Lucifer?. All the pagan gods were labeled demons. Do you know who Ptah was? He is Lucifer/Ea/Enki/Satya and to some a alien being who was here on earth messing with the genes of humans who also was known as Enki and the Anunnaki who are still here as the elites who worship true satan Anu aka Jehovah-Allah-Yahweh-Moloch who run this world they are not human and neither are you. You are all gods from all different planets brought here even different animals. Ever wonder why there is all different languages and skin colors and different genes? There are many websites on the internet saying "Father Satan" is the true father of humanity and is all these different pagan gods like Ptah and Osiris or Odin or Attis or Krishna even or Satya. Satan is not real asside from ANU, it is a christian invention but these gods or aliens some of them really did exist back in the pyramid days of egypt like Thoth. If you want a better understanding read Brad Olsen's books I just provided a short summary. Go ahead and do your research there are websites who claim satan is Lucifer the Urantia Book makes it perfectly clear satan and Lucifer are 2 different individuals.  Lucifer is Jesus Christ to the gnostics who know the demiurge or imperfect gods created this finite universe and the Urantia book explains that it is imperfect because its all "experiential" and finite creator sources.  I am not saying any book is 100% correct the Urantia Book is 80% correct. So take whatever you can find with a grain of salt and weigh it against your own feminine knowing which is Sophia or wisdom of the all in all. Jehovah would be a satan if there ever was one would you not agree? all the blood in bible and Abrahamism spilled? Here is a link to one of those sites that is quite entertaining and full of info about Enki as satan being father of humanity, Lucifer is Father of Humanity Enki/Ea/Ptah/Satya Satan is Abrahamism god Jehovah-Allah-Yahweh-ANU, this site has good info except Lucifer would never accept the name of a satan! http://enkisfreedom.blogspot.com/2011/02/to-contact-ptah-ritual-to-contact.html
Satan is just a name they gave to all pagan gods or alien gods who were on earth at some point in time. Some call Jehovah  Anu and  sons Enki and Enlil are fighting against their own father over humans they created from apes. 

I WILL BE ADDING TO THIS MORE INFORMATION WHEN MY FEMININE PROVIDES SAID KNOWING.