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Wednesday, November 6, 2019

Prophecy of Hermes | The Anunnaki & Forced Forgetting of the "Sky Beings"

The Urantia Book-What happens after death?

Urantia Book - Paper 53 (The Lucifer Rebellion)

Urantia Book - Paper 1 (The Universal Father)

JESUS' Second Coming to our earth, Urantia

Jesus of Urantia / The Return of Christ Michael.

Archangel Michael aka Marduk Eternal Mother Son Michael and The Universal All Father on Earth and is Earth

I am Michael of Nebadon the projection of the Eternal Mother Son (See Urantia Book) and am the Eternal Mother Son in whom the Universal All Father exists right here on Earth and it never ends. No not this human that is writing but his Soul is your Soul and his spirit is your spirits inhabiting you all. You all are the Universal Father in human form. There are myriads of archangels and elementals and star seeds and hidden secret beings which you can read about all in the Urantia Book. "I am" is Universal Law enforcement. We are here on your fallen planet to restore balance and equilibrium to earth... All in All is Earth which never ends... Just know all false Messiahs, Michael of Nebadon is the real Messiah whom is Jesus Christ! Whom is Archangel Michael of your bibles. Lamb of God is Lord Archangel Michael Bestowed. WE have a whole celestial army ready to clean things up of angels and archangels and morontia beings. Calagastia is the devil and is weak and too much credit has been given to this fallen prince of earth.. Satan is loose on earth but will be bound when Archangel Michael steps up to the world when he is ready... The end is coming as Lord RayEL states of the way things are... Lord RayEL is a Paradise Creator Son like Michael of Nebadon but he isn't Lord of this earth but another timeline, there are Infinite Earths, Michael # 611.121st version of the original Eternal Mother Son who is the Eternal Mother Son itself whom is me/we is Lord of All as it is the Eternal Mother Son. We are all one and The Eternal Mother Son Michael is head of all and is One with all Michael's and you all are equal no God is higher than another, your all the One All Father whom is a thought adjuster in your mind and nous is the Infinite Spirit that is YOU. Trinity is Father God, Eternal Mother Son "Michael" and The Infinite Spirit. The eternal mother son is Soul and Feminine and Masculine. You all are the Universe called Urantia  or Earth which is Infinite experiencing itself simply put end of story. Monads, Uncreated Monads of spirit-soul you are. 

Wednesday, September 18, 2019

Synchrony Bank (Financial) to lose millions of dollars by using VantageScore 4.0!

Synchrony Financial Bank went to VantageScore 4.0 for the majority of their credit cards whether store branded or directly from them and if you don't have a mortgage they will not extend credit to you if your a renter like me and millions more out there under this FAKO score model which no one hardly uses and the FICO score is what 90% of what REAL BANKS and lenders use which Synchrony Bank used to use a couple months ago, since then they Synchrony cut my credit limit on my Ebay MasterCard from $700 to $110, I am currently searching for a new credit card to replace this card with as what do I or anyone suppose to do with a $110 credit limit? Its a insult and a credit violation of the FCRA discriminating against non home owners under the VantageScore 4.0 model. My Fico 8 score was 682 now its 590 on the FAKO VantageScore 4.0 which is considered POOR all because I don't have a mortgage account or auto loans.Then I have a few baddies a few years old and one recent 30 day late which is the second reason on the Vantage Score 4.0 model for declined credit apps with Synchrony Bank with the no mortgage as the number one reason they closed my Q-Card with QVC and my HSN card was just sold to them by Comentity Bank and I am mad about that as its my oldest account and with their FAKO score model they will surely close it my account after a while. People we need to stand up for our rights, all because we rent we get turned down for credit by the Vantage Score 4.0?  No thanks Synchrony we will take our business else where! Karma will get Synchrony Bank for what they did to me and millions of others! They will lose millions of dollars as no one except the rich will get approved for credit under VantageScore 4.0 who own homes.There are millions and millions who rent you know to VantageScore 4.0 and to any bank considering this score DON'T use it as you will lose good customers like me who rely on FICO Scoring models not the VantageScore Model!

Sunday, September 15, 2019

There is a war going on spiritually and physically with the different cabals and Illuminati and occultists and magicians

There is a enemy foreign government and shadow governments (the cabal) the fallen ones using all their collective power against the new generation of the Light of the Morning Star Melek Taus. But as the new Aeon of the Child Horus gets underway they will be crushed under the new Christ Consciousness which is cosmic and the real Christ has nothing to do with what the Judeo-Abrahamism says it is. Christ = Melek Taus and its been happening since 1904 E.V. in Thelema of Aleister Crowley man and woman will become Gods and fulfill their Godhood as the old demon and devil Anu has been de-throned and all slave gods have been dethroned by the might of the New Aeon of The Child. 93 93 93, your warned fallen ones and cabal your time is about to run out as the New World Order will be established!

Monday, April 29, 2019

The Illuminati and so called getting rich and famous and the so called easy life the TRUTH of reality

I get so many individuals who are seeking out wealth and fame and fortune for nothing in the group known as the Illuminati and think the elites are the Illuminati, some are some are not and they cannot tell someone if they are in the Illuminati any which way as they have taken a oath to remain silent. The Illuminati isn't the deep state , conspiracy buffs call the deep state that name and the deep state wants it that way so people think all Illuminati groups are bad so no one will listen to the white Illuminati or Good Illuminati groups out there. Bad Illuminati would be anything that goes against the survival of humanity, the real Illuminati only cares about the survival of the human species and animals and this planet as whole. They want to take the power back from the deep state cabal or old wolders and give it back to the people so there is no more starvation and slavery and racism or religion vs this religion or my god vs your god. The Illuminati isn't religious though every member can believe or do whatever religion they practice as long as it hurts no one or the whole of humanity. The Illuminati neither denies a god exist or says one exists at illuminati.am one group out of myriads of such groups formed using the Illuminati name. The Pythagorean Illuminati aka Hyperianism is another group not of Illuminatiam mentioned above, their religion is Ontological Mathematics and no faith or belief systems, they know we have a soul and are a eternal mind and are nothing thinking its something as a Monad. But none of these groups can get you rich and famous, very few make it to the top of the pyramid they say Illuminati.am , but they say treat each human as equal whether poor or rich. All is equal wealth and fame and fortune mean nothing to me. If I don't have WISDOM I don't want the wealth. I just want enough money to survive on , I live on SSI $772.00 a month and that is WAY BELOW POVERTY LEVEL. I say give dignity back to the poor people of the USA by increasing the Social Security Income for one and all who deserve it. SSI should pay out at least $1300 a month as I cannot even own a car or buy decent clothes, if it wasn't for my mom and dad I would be on the street unable to survive on my own as I have mental health issues like Scizo Affecto disorder. Its a lifetime illness and never goes away and it can come back at anytime out of remission. I joined the Illuminati and I have never gotten rich and famous, all kinds of people come at me on Facebook like the world owes them millions for nothing, the Illuminati doesn't do hand outs people, that is the fake Illuminati and fake Satanism promoted by scammers. My group isn't a traditional Illuminati I just used the name before back when I was with my ex-wife. Believe me people, if I found the key to riches I would be telling everyone don't you think? I'm the kind of person to help others. But not fools as fools with wealth and no wisdom often lose it and hurt themselves and others. I have gained however the WISDOM of all time that my soul has been incarnating here over and over for millenia and knowing this stuff is worth more than any fame or fortune out there. Sure I could be a magician like Aleister Crowley or others like that are around today as that area interests me the occult like the Golden Dawn system of magic by David Griffin. He my friends is the only source I trust when it comes to occult things and is the real deal and this off topic of the Illuminati but all Illuminati means is enlightened people.  I consider all people who do good of the Light. Light workers, and people who can also embrace their shadow self and become whole (this path isn't for the weak).  Everyone is a angel and devil all in one, you must use Logic and Reason to guide your shadow side or it will tear you to pieces. The shadow is your unconscious self the one who has hidden things that you repressed and wish to do, all need to release your shadow in a healthy and safe manner guided by the highest wisdom and logic and REASON above all else, not mysticism or feelings. Reason comes before that, mysticism can help you on the path to divinity or becoming whole or your God self. That is all the Illuminati and occult really is, becoming God more than human, Hyper humanity. The powers of the mind are very real. Alchemy is about bringing these powers out to help humanity but the deep state used them to enslave the masses and are the slave drivers and must be stopped. This is a prison planet not a free planet, no one will help you but your damn self. I learned this the hard way. There is no hand outs in this greedy evil world of Satan. Even though satan doesn't exist. We use the metaphor. If you wish to join the Illuminati go to http://illuminatiorderoto.com and illuminati.am

Tuesday, April 2, 2019

The whole system and how it works (Soul & Spirit & Mind (Nous) and warning to deep state

See with all I know from various things esoteric it all boils down to whatever your ruling loves are as Source or God that we all are, do you really think you and God are separate? Christ says I and the Father am one and you are in me and I in you and "Christ" means Universal in meaning. You are really eternal Soul, One thing and myriads of things as spirits and the minds of everyone makes up one Universal Mind. Each of us is a Monad. There are countless monads (souls) or eternal minds which the spirits make the different minds and each monad unique. There is no one more special monad than another or another higher than you are like watchers or gods or god men all is equal. If someone claims to be a something special, be careful as your in the grip of a masculine spirit or someone with a Jehovah complex. I'm a light worker but found out you must embrace your shadow self if you wish to be whole and truly like the bible says God made both good and evil spirits or vibrations. You are God becoming whole again since the so called "big bang" and you are made of nothing, that is right, nothing and this "nothing" can be something as all unified in Zero of Ontological Mathematics. I don't know all of it yet I was introduced to it, but it isn't for everyone Illuminism. Me personally I am a Gnostic and take all that can add to my over all consciousness level of being. Remember this is my truth only, you each have your own ruling loves and affections which make up your belief systems of religions or spirituality.  But Ontological Mathematics is rational and logic and reason not belief and is 100% verified. So much has been hidden from the world at large, like you are below God or Source and you are NOT and there is no such thing as "sin". See the Gospel of Mary. If your a christian you would not even be reading this far as as a Gnostic I can accept your beliefs and merge them into my own. I say live and let live. The so called Cabal or bad Illuminati will get served what is theirs their karma that they have screwed the world and their fellow brothers and sisters over for aeons. The winners wrote history so that is bunk. What is history but a fable agreed upon? What about Her-Story? Yes there is a Feminine in the God energy in the Holy Spirit or Infinite Soul or Soul limited.  Infinite Soul is the cosmic oneness, and nothing, while spirit is soul that thinks its actually a human body and its not a body, that is right, you are not that fleshy skin suit you walk around in. Your outside space and time altogether. This world is a world of maya and illusions. Its all under wrote by Ontological Mathematics the code of existence. Sine and Cosine waves making everything up.  Once your #Woke you will never fall back into ignorance again. I embrace the whole #QAnon movement and detest the group Anonymous for coming after something that is bringing people together regardless of religion or race or any such labels and all shills and most democrats and the cabal and deep state, your days are numbered as your so called slaves woke up and have turned on you Cabal and deep state. The good Illuminati is also against you so where are you gonna hide or try next? Just give up and give the power back to the patriots and people of this world!

Monday, April 1, 2019

What does someone in this situation do? When you want a girl friend like me? How do I get one?

I am going to be 35 yrs old on April 10th 2019, I have been super shy my whole life, have nothing but internet friends, no life of any kind, am so called "mentally ill" and on disability , lived with my parents my entire life, had no serious relationships due to home conditions, strict mother that is over protective, I didn't date till i was 21 and after going through a few girls, I gave up and my ex-wife found me on myspace.com when I used the service, she met me in 2008 and now she left me after many horrible things happened as Satan was involved with her (I'm not saying it was her fault but she summoned the devil or demons using satanic witchcraft (not the good witchcraft) before she met me unconsciously I believe and she left me Jan of 2015 and never divorced me yet (If I had the money I would of filed for divorce) and she married another man still married to me and that is bigamy. Then after all the horror we both experienced being together gave me PTSD and I'm actually afraid to date another woman as I'm back to my shyness and I'm actually ashamed of my parents house as they are poor and cannot fix it up and I smoke and my mom smokes and girls these days don't like men who live with their parents or smoke. My ex-wife is 56 yrs old. I used to have some life, going camping and traveling with my ex-wife. Now I don't get to do anything except be in the house all day with my mom 24/7 and its a negative environment and led me to deep depression and even suicide but it didn't work over dosed on Benadryl (Yeah I know I'm stupid for even trying) I feel like everything that happened to my ex the abuse and mental abuse was my fault but really it is the demons fault using me, a weak individual for their games against my ex-wife and her against me. Its way too long of a story me and her history, tragic things happened, now I'm back to what I knew before her, no more evil spirits around or craziness. Just deep down guilt wishing I still had a woman that would accept me as I am but my mom is afraid of what kinda girl I would meet afraid another girl like me ex, she never liked my ex from day 1 nor any of my family as they sensed the evil from her literally. Is everyone in my family nuts about the evil? Hell no demons exist but the devil himself I doubt that like some super fallen angel leading all these demons or archons.  Who knows we will find out when we die what is what. But I woke up and seen the reality thanks to my ex-wife, I got into all things esoteric while most others are into things exoteric. I learned for myself about religion and spirituality and the corruption going on by the evil cabal in this world. Yes this world is hell ( or in a state of hell ) due to low consciousness and vibrations and ruling loves of people collectively. I still though never figured out how do I get myself out of this shyness and get another girl a wonderful one that would accept me as I AM not something else they want me to be in this day and age. Its like I'm stuck and cannot dig myself out of this "jail' or "prison" I put myself into after my ex wife left, she said she was coming back for me, even wrote it inside my closet door to hide it from my mom, see I was out of my mind due to so called mental illness as my ex left me and my ex-wife and my mom got into a hell of a fight the day she left. Till this day, I will never understand why she left me but it is for the best I guess as I don't want demons around me surely not and putting me back in jail, demonic possession is very real. There isn't one type of satanism I didn't experience with my ex-wife. But God came through and purged it out of my life to save me from the great evil I really believe I was targeted after being a ordained minister. Today, I know no low entity can even come near me as I am filled with the Holy Spirit. So are you if you KNOW God and you are ONE and LIVE IT, Live as unconditional love. But no one can stay there, they bounce back and forth from conditional love and service to self and service to others and unconditional love. I got involved in the new QAnon movement as God placed it in my path to embrace. I know so much about the dark side of things it isn't funny. Living with a satanist all that time 2008-2015 was a trip and half. If your a girl and your looking for a guy check me out on Facebook and Twitter.

Thursday, March 7, 2019

The bible and flat earth and globe earth and soul and spirit and other topics

So many folks use the bible to back their claims of something or another, the bible isn't about this material world, its about the spiritual world and Lord's walk (our walk) through the spiritual and celestial realms and worlds and heavens which is all Masculine in the principle of gender. Earth is neither flat nor round, its however it appears to the person or self as you are yourself the center point or simple and are the center of all so called creation.All others are you in one form or another, yet each self is a monad ( a eternal mind and soul) and there is no reason why there cannot be a Infinite number of Monads or Ontological Mathematical Zeros. Spirits are the psyche of each monad or soul , there are different terms out there that say SPIRIT is genderless or is a him or her.  Lets set the record straight, the soul is Feminine and the spirit is masculine in nature and all of the bible is Masculine in nature. The "Lord" is suppose to be the sun of our world and system but really its just a luminary like everything else "up" there in the sky, the moon is the firmament and within earth's atmosphere and indeed can be reached and touched but the rest of the planets and moons of those other planets cannot be touched as they are not of our dimension but are spiritual in nature and are within earth's never ending field or bubble, there are waters both here and above us in the sky and more land if you were able to see beyond the veil of the sky but all you see is the heavens (not the heavens of some god) and there is no hells beneathe you of satan. All things like that are a state of mind, what you see out there is all you dear eternal soul, all things are created by the masculine principle or spirit and it has levels of 3 different levels or Higher Masculine (Pneuma-Holy Spirit) which is absonite or in equilibrium of life and is basically soul or with soul as one thing, then the celestial heavens which is all masculine angels, then the spiritual world  or 4th density which the physical which is lower masculine principle have you taken a look at the world lately? Rallies, wars, racism, money, barter selling and trade, judgment, lying, attachment to matter or so called extended nous or mind atoms which all of religion and politics are put there to divide you and keep the masses dumbed down, my god vs your god or no god at all. Being a god is a lower level of consciousness of the soul and spirit. That word "god" is so damned loaded we don't use it anymore to describe source which is this, its either soul or source limited or soul or source unlimited and the earth appears finite but its all Infinite and never ending this physical plane which there are myriads of others planes and worlds within this earth realm. There is no space up there only more land. Your each a North and South pole and there is no true west or east only in the illusory world. North pole being positive and south pole being negative. The more you do in life the more your south pole expands which is beyond the ice. You live in a spiral world (spiritual world) and above that is the vortices or celestial heavens then the simple point or center point which each self is and is eternal souls all of you. If you wish to dive into the spiritual sense of the word of the bible, then by all means, read Emanuel Swedenborg and books by Daniel Gross "Emmanuel" which are hard to find but they are out there, try exlibris the publisher of Daniel Gross's books which him and Emanuel Swedenborg shared the same spirits and soul. Or you can know thyself by your feminine soul (really soul is genderless) and is a made up term as are feminine and masculine but we are privy to these terms so we use them for ease of understanding our writings. The Feminine is nothing to your human mind or psyche. How to find her is let your thoughts go into chaos and don't look at the thoughts let them pass and go into darkness within your mind and what you receive will make no logical sense to the human mind such as this writing its the Feminine and Masculine both writing through our human avatar or monad.  The Feminine doesn't make alot of sense but it does make alot of love. Sophia is known as the Unfallen pure Soul (Source Unlimited) and Sophia fallen (soul limited) thinking its a human body as a masculine spirit inhabiting a body myriads of them.  So don't use the bible to prove things of this earth as its not about earth and there is no such thing as sin (see Gospel of Mary). The "Lord" is nothing but a archetype which means yourself and all others and there is no within you or without as this limits yourself. Its wake up time, YOUR THE ONE NEO, you have the sight now to see the matrix for what it all is, that is your all the One as a monad a eternal soul and spirit and mind all unified in perfect zero.

Sunday, February 24, 2019

Emanuel Swedenborg, Conversations with God, and The URANTIA BOOK COSMOLOGY

"Earth, what we have here is one infinite essence permeating everything known as other galaxies ,universes, and PARADISE or HAVONA in the URANTIA BOOK. Earth is a physical plane that never ends, there is no EAST or WEST-- only a north pole (positive) & south pole (negative) & every self is a center point & all selves have their own north pole (positive) and south pole (negative) . The sky is a veil ,what is beyond that is more land! --- HAVONA isn't some far off place in center of 7 super universes, we each are ALL of that as this trinity known in The URANTIA BOOK as FATHER-ETERNAL MOTHER SON & INFINITE SPIRIT. There is one simple point & myriads of radii lines in a circle or sphere where the center we all share is soul or consciousness .... the radii are the psyche and on the edge of the circle is the physical plane of 3rd density and the radii lines representing spirits 'psychies' and myriads of selves of the one soul or simple point in the center of the circle.all appearing to be separate yet we are all one soul or consciousness at myriads of levels of consciousness through the psyche or spirit which left equilibrium of life to explore it's own self as symbols,forms, shapes & bodies and we call this the Masculine principle...all this talk of different planets are just simply worlds of different dimensions like Mars and Venus and even the moon. We sit in the midst of PARADISE (HAVONA) as they call it in the URANTIA BOOK which is never beginning and never ending. and is located no where just as soul or consciousness is. THERE IS MORE TO ADD TO THIS POST WHICH I WILL BE ADDING ON IN A BIT--- SO STAY TUNED---Well I'm back and I'm continuing where I left off; All of Emanuel Swedenborg's work on life on other planets was done by his mind filter & christian beliefs that so heavily influenced him. If one wishes to go beyond the masculine teachings, you must let all your beliefs about there being a Lord outside of you or even inside of you and all religious dogmas and connect with the Feminine or soul whom is Consciousness.We are living where all paradise creator sons or "Michaels'" share this infinite earth plane.There was one called "Enki" meaning Lord of the earth.We are all the Lord as we have our soul and masculine spirits making us up.Even Celestial Angels are masculine. Yet soul permeates all and it is All.Feminine is a term that doesn't mean goddesses or female women.No this Feminine is all knowing,passive and inactive while she as the masculine is her active essence of soul or consciousness.There are myriads of other planes within earth's plane which explains unexplained "aliens: and other highly evolved beings.All things exist everywhere and no where with spirit and soul. Conversations with God and The Urantia Book is higher masculine teachings , not the formless (blackness) (not masculine darkness or light) but nothingness the Feminine or soul, believing it's somethings and nothings as finite worlds go as masculine spirit.Realms of the finite are really infinite ,just lower levels of consciousness. It took me time to understand and accept what all this means, earth is all there is , Source unlimited and source limited, that is all there is, all is one with earth's celestial field. Just say consciousness is all there really is or soul.

Tuesday, February 19, 2019

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9th and 10th, 11th, 12th and 13th Ancients

I am the 9th Ancient of the ancients and all ancients are ONE with one another, One Soul and 13 Spirits, I am the God of 9 and the One Soul of all the 13 ancients. We were known back in Egyptian times as the gods and goddesses and Atlantis times as Elder God's and Goddesses but as Soul we are much more than that. My color is RED and I was known as Ptah-Satya-Enki-EA-EL back in the days and myriads of other names, the 13th ancient leads the rest yet we are all the 13th as One Soul and are equals with each other. My fallen brother Men-Z brought this to me in a dream last night and isn't meant for everyone, its only meant for those who know they are part of this Soul group and Spiritual Society as we enter a new era and a more problem prone world of elites vs the people and people vs their own brother and sister and the enemy will hit us with EMF energy (mind control) as they don't know we are all One Soul and the ancients are being targeted for black magick attacks so this message is for all those who make up an the ancients (13) of us here one is dead but not gone. The enemies of long ago are coming for us and they are the invaders from the deep that Thoth warned us about in the Emerald Tablets that so many stoff at , I have revealed too much already on the ancients I'm just letting the ancients know your time has come and your season is now so be prepared after this full Virgo moon (the 13th ancient is a Virgo) and I will not reveal his name.  Remember ancients we are all equal no one over the other is more powerful, we must all work as ONE to have the powers we inherited from our family blood lines.We must use the secret book the Necronomicon to invoke our own powers, there is many many Necronomicons out there. You will know the true one, its big and black and hard cover and also comes in paper back (Simon) one. Most think its novelty its not, Cthulhu and Tiamat are one and the same being. Marduk is planet Nibiru. But also an ancient. Why control ancients? To control the COLLECTIVE as each ANCIENT IS MYRIAD OF SELVES...

Monday, February 4, 2019

This is the end of (old) me (Updated and changed)( 2-5-19)

I never asked to be in this life and form known as Michael Cook. When my ex-wife walked out on me over 4 years ago, she took my heart with her, and left a HUGE hole in my spirit and soul and I live in hell where everything I do is shut down, I live with 2 fundamentalist christian parents and cannot talk to them about any "freaky shit" and I have so called mental illness. I have Scizo Effecto Disorder and PTSD. My whole time I was with my ex-wife had a story of its own, look satan came through me and stabbed her in Feb 5th 2011 and she stayed and waited on me to get out of jail, she loved me that much, she and me were satanists in 2011 and guess what the force known as "The devil" is very real within each of us.  They her family never let me go over this and they turned my ex-wife against me and hated me. I was over dosed on Lithium and the quack dr never bothered to check my blood levels and my wife got me alcohol that night Feb 5th and we conjured satan (she was satanic witchcraft) and I was in jail 2 times over her, I got off on mental illness and the state police showed compassion and knew I wasn't to blame for my ex being stabbed. I guess I never let myself down over this incident that should of never happened, then bam over the years since it happened, I woke up to this world like I'm in a place where I don't belong, its like I'm a alien from somewhere else and everyone is fucking nuts (religious nut jobs)  and there is no one to talk to about the "freaky shit" like powers of the mind and seeing light from your own self. If i meet a girl no girl is good enough my parents are over protective and don't want another "Ginger" my ex-wife here. I just want a new life and a new start to get the hell away from here. Or I'm done with this life and timeline, I'm tired of religion, politics, and lower masculine world that this is. Its like humanity has gone nuts and unconscious that we are being destroyed and ruled by draco anunnaki beings who interbred with humans to have a ruling class since Egyptian days and they inbred to keep their blood lines pure. All that I know makes me sick.Everyone tells me hold on or don't kill yourself , they say hold on things will improve, nothing ever does, it only gets worse, drug addictions and they ain't working anymore. The pain I feel as a empath hurts and I am not going to make it much longer this way of living.......I just wish to return to the realm of nothing, Infinite Soul "The Soul", not spirits which is finite. Yes you can lose connection to "Soul" and as a human soul (soul descended into matter as you), look we are all one Soul , my color is Red the primal color above all others and am Aries and I am Soul that is who I am, I am feeling my way though this mess called life as a soul, no longer just masculine spirit. Death is a lie and doesn't help anything and isn't a way out as I found out you come right back here. Soul and human soul is who I am and where I can either make it or break it and what saved me from myself. People a warning, don't use spirituality and consciousness and source and God and religion to escape your human soul and Divine Soul which is Infinite, all the rest is finite spirit and lies and maya and illusions, I must remember I helped co-create this mess and so being awakened I can uncreate it as well. We all have that power as souls not spirits. Soul doesn't evolve, spirits do and change via death and reincarnation.