The Forbidden Path Of Kaula Tantra

How Practicing Kriya Yoga Transformed My Life Forever? I Swami Aniruddha

The Gospel of Mary Magdalene "Many meanings" and daughter SERA BEAK

 It is just as important gospel as other 4 canonical gospels are. John was originally Mary Magdalene Gospel different from the gnostic gospel of Mary Magdalene in appearance. Much of gnostic gospel of Mary is missing but this all comes together like this, the teaching was to become human "anthropos" inner child as Divine Feminine is in Sera Beak's 3 books, The Red Book, the Red hot and Holy and Redvelations the souls guide to becoming human. Fully embodied human as above, so below spirit-soul in matter (nous mind)

,Was this gospel written by a woman for real? Could be written by anyone who was gnostic the original christians not todays christianity cult. Abrahamism is the cause of so much blood shed on earth vs literalist fundamentalists who kill and go to war over religion differences and murders like innocent witches who were burned alive for having a mole. I am sorry I cannot approve of this religion of Judeo-Christian Muslim Allahism (Abrahamism) as literal like most people took it as. Gnostic is meaning gnosis primordial gnosis started with serpent The Satan in guarden of eden who made the gods and goddesses of our race and everything in universe knows of the satan's presence. 

Really Satan or The Satan isn't the real enemy, its Yahweh and Jehovah and Allah and is ANU of Anunnaki beings who is DEVIL ANU Yaldabaoth demiurge, he is satan, his brother  or son turned on him Ea Enki (Satan as people call him, his brother is Devil ANU not him so he is Lucifer Ea Enki Ptah-Sokar-Osiris) but SATYA is name Enki Ea goes by and Lucifer Ptah Ea Enki and his brother Enlil both anunnaki beings who have faught the devil demiurge Anu and his dracos and greys and snake people of earth mentioned in Emerald Tablets of Thoth the Atlantean.

Christ is cosmic consciousness of the ONE whom is YOU the I AM (I am = I EYE Archangel Michael) or Christ Lucifer Michael of Nebadon of Urantia Book. The question in Mary gospel was what sees the mind the soul or spirit? Neither its consciousness itself (NOUS) is consciousness itself GOD the All in All within you all as well as outside you! Sera Beak wrote books geared to women about divine feminine and no one did a beautiful job like her 3 books The Red Book Red Hot and Holy and Redvelations, souls guide to becoming human.

Those books are for women but men like me use them as well as Divine Feminine within me is more than Divine Masculine balanced, it is my job to keep equilibrium. Sera Beak is Saint Sarah-la-Kali love child of Jesus and Mary Magdalene and I am the brother of her Sarah,I am Judah (Michael) who is archangel Michael is fractal of both Sarah and Judah in my soul and Soul. It is in everyone who is red and never understood it till today, Sera Beak is doing her part she is living as a human! Soul embodied, I wish to live happy Divine Masculine and Feminine Spirit and Soul living and fractals of these 2 twin flame lovers and siblings. All got mixed up as above so below, I am a all a mix of all souls and spirits.

Mary Magdalene is founder of gnostic christianity. or even any form of christianity.

The Red Bull God and Goddess - Return of the Divine Feminine & Screw Patriarchy

There is new revelations about the divine feminine. I always thought she was passive, she is at the infinite level but still she is active like her masculine spirit she made herself from her self, at the finite level and absonite levels she is active and passive. She is the One known as the Whore of Babalon, Lilith, Kali ,Eve, and Isis and Sophia. She is your red hearts beating, working together with her masculine spirit living within you all. She is Love and Wisdom and knows all and is the one who lives in and as you in this world of the lower masculine trickery and patriarchy and is dying for you to find her via your masculine spirit or by really emboding her in yourself below 4th density where she loves to get dirty, live, laugh dance, play, not sit under tree all day waiting for enlightenment from on high and she hates all organized religions of patriarchy when the feminine comes into the world of 3rd density she is a very active force once you awaken her from her passive state. Most people are run by their lower masculine spirit and even most goddesses are masculine. But there is a few who are the real deal like Kali and Isis, Red Bulls are scared to 2 Gods of Egypt I love Ptah and Isis.They are my Red Bull God and Goddess,  Kinda weird stuff going on I am experiencing a shift in my body from more masculine spirits to soul knowing (the finite feminine).  Both principles are finite and infinite and there is one part that is neither male or female and people call it the ALL IN ALL OR "FATHER". You are each a divine trinity of the whole infinite creator source embodied just from a infinite number of perspectives within 1 infinite shared nous or mind which the feminine is the Nous or Mind of the All Self which each of you are, you are every god or devil in existence and angels or other divine beings. Yes every god and goddess you can think of really existed not here on earth but in their own time line and world when they walked on another world or the spiritual world. I have so much more to share as it comes to me from my soul.

For now I recommend you read "Red Hot and Holy" and "The Red Book" by Sera Beak, these books are aimed at women but men can benefit from them, look and C. Jung he wrote his own "Red Book" too about losing and finding his REAL SELF or soul. I tell you, have a healthy balance of both like ying/yang not too much masculine and or feminine be you male or female skin suit you are masculine made but the feminine is your heart your red blood, fire of the earth, all things potential and possible to her divine masculine who is the "Lord" of your bibles who lives in as all of you all to infinity. 

Message from Lilith: "The fire of the woman or feminine needs to come into lower 3rd density where these poor patriarchy roman catholic priests who need some RED HOT LOVING so they quit touching children!"

Kundalini awakening is dangerous - Shakti/Kali is base of spine Crown Shiva Kundalini awakening as two become 1

Kundalini awakening is it dangerous? , in the sense that it could burn your physical body unto your death.I experienced my energetic "physical body" change and it hit me all at once, This happens if you are not prepared, i mean your physical body and spiritual and energetic body all merge as one.

We have two lives we need to understand: physical life - the material body that does not live forever yet its soul made visible!. Because this body is maintained by eating material foods to sustain the body’s functions. The other is the spiritual life- and it is an eternal life because it is pure spirit and soul. If it is pure it is energy and pure light. It is indestructible so unlike the physical body that merged with the grounds of the earth when it is dead. It is destructible but that body exists forever regardless as energy is recycled or changes and feeds the earth all the minerals your old vessel have, its like a skin suit over spirit and soul the body is within the soul the infinite part and absonite part is spirit within myriads of spirits possessing your form and body but one soul/over Soul is Higher Self, you have myriad of selves in the eternal now.

To have a sense of imagination knowing what this spirit is, these pure light is the core in the atoms, that if Master Esoteric Teachers looked at you, the Teacher is not looking at the physicality of you but through the lights within your atomic structures. In there also are the records of your experiences in the physical world, and we may not know how long have you been into the cycle of birth and rebirths.

Within each human physical body is the so-called God within. And that God within lies sleeping in the Mooladhara chakra, the psychic center at the base of the spine. It is like a coiled snake on a tube.

When this chakra is awakened, it means that snake-like energy and power, or the god within us was awakened from sleep, it could move upward the spine into an invisible spiritual tube harnessing and awakening human powers and possibilities. This is the reason why humans are powerful individuals like superhuman beings, attributed as gods themselves. However, ancient traditions like superhumans being born to teach and guide blinded humans is the truest to its form -reason. And because they existed among humans, what will they need to do but to guide, inspire and teach blinded humans. Not only them but those whose evolutions brought them to the spiritual life and teachings of the Masters.

That when the period came the Master’s student is readied, the student’s consciousness is brought to the Reality not known by the majority. It is one way of sharing the Great Truth from the Masters into the student. Masters do not choose, as like considered a blessing. The truth is, the student is ready to be imparted a higher learning or knowledge into the spiritual realms or world. That when that moment came, spiritual life could begin to the student by awakening the person’s “sleeping god” in the mooladhara chakra. Imagine how strong this psychic center is, that it could create another human being when the system of copulating is done.

Mooladhara chakra awakening is just that: awakened because the student is about to begin to study the true spiritual life, or the atudent is prepared to enter into another portal: the spiritual world. And these worlds are also physical or spiritual. It is the mannah described in scriptures, given to an able student. So, that is the true beginning exploring the true spiritual world. If your mooladhara chakra’s sleeping god arise without the guidance of the Master, the perosn could use it to his own personal or egoistic tendencies. An awakened mooladhara chakra does not mean it is the end-all and be-all of a spiritual life. It is just the beginning, actually.

The “awakening” does not mean you can go on your own. The danger lies in that stage when a person could trample a divine blessing, so to speak, because as the individual is raised to a spiritual degree , the chance is 100% of an involution if the person used that power for personal gratification, because the ego is also raised into the same level. It was the great temptation Lord Jesus went into when he was praying into the mount because Jesus knows what he will go into to be able to leave this earth. That life was his last.

The “awakening” involuntarily happened to many people in the world. The present century called it spontaneous combustion. The body was burned, not the clothing. The Master’s knowledge of the whole process is the only thing that matters. Many so-called practitioners the world over was attracted to many ideas, truth or not because they are new ideas. I cannot refute them because these people are seekers. They wanted to know more. They have questions that needed answers.

Masters prepared their students (initiates is the parlance they used) through fasting, a cleansing technique or other means. Because human body is full of toxic substances, that these toxicities could prevent an entrance into the other side of reality: the spirit world: the beginning in exploring the inner world through consciousness awareness.

I personally have full control over my kundalini and can make it rise up through the 3rd eye chakra or crown chakra or even activate the God particle the 13th chakra behind heart chakra, that is where God within resides there source itself God particle. You are all the things christians' call Father,Son and Holy Spirit or Urantia Book calls Father, Eternal Mother Son "Michael" and Infinite Spirit, and a bunch of Paradise Creator Michaels' celestial beings 700,000+ of them which Jesus Christ is a Michael number 611,121st version of Father and Eternal Mother Son, full power of trinity but isn't a trinity yet he and his soul mother of universe is a trinity by infinite spirit all power is his for Nebadon our local universe,after first original Michael the 2nd person of trinity the Eternal MOTHER SON.Mother God and God Son  Feminine and Masculine and output through the Infinite Spirit. They are inside all of us yet outside as well...

I am hearing voices and my thoughts spoken outside of me at distance - Being terrorized by demons, devils

 I have been having "voices" from 2020 till now, they appear outside of me, at a distance, they used to scream into my ears one side or the other or both. My third eye opened and it is like someone turned on a psychic switch to hearing 100% of spirits demons,daemons,archangels,earth bound spirits,etc. Very depressed life I live, in deep financial mess over a girl I tried to help in 2020 and 2021 and 2022, I was conned for $60,000 by a girl, a 47 year old fortune teller that is  when stresses become worse when the voices started after another girl  I was dating died on 01/01/2020 2 years later I find she faked her death and I almost killed myself over her actions after she faked her death or maybe my uncle is full of shit Heather Lynn Wilson Hutton messaged my uncle and said she was still alive, no one told me THIS IS A HORRIBLE THING THAT SHE CAUSED ON ME. If she wanted to just be friends all she had to do was say I don't like you anymore than a friend and she sent a green emoji heart in last message I ever had with her the night before she faked her death or is dead and she got 2 different records of death same dates 01/01/2019 she died then, and 01/01/2020 I honestly believe she is alive and something really bad had to make her do this, i don't know who made this happen but I know it ain't her fault. I still love her. Despite actions... could be SAFETY AND PROTECTION as someone was following her and her kids in strange cars watching her and hacking my computer and internet and her too and she chased them people in cars away.

I am a magnet for evil spirits and parasitic entities feeding on me and influencing my actions and behaviors and am addicted to sleeping pills (benadryl) and I never used them till I heard them voices screaming at me about using credit cards I was just a authorized user on them and ran them up as authorized user they were in dad's name and mine on fortune teller girl who conned me used me, they tried to warn me and also harassed me all night for months in 2021 over that girl and this year as well and 2020 I was terrorized and they terrorize me in shower while bathing, they pretended that she was talking to me telepathic communications and some serious super natural things happened, no one would believe me so I don't care, its a psychic attack, they are assaulting my astral body (soul) more or less and spirit (Ba and Ka) in Egypt meanings. I am a former satanist and was a spiritual satanist and that was because my ex wife was a black witch mixing satanism and witchcraft on me even while she was here, I was awakened by her actions and have spiritual battles take place all around me and they were trying to get in me and possess me like they did in 2011 and a horrible attack happened on my ex wife with a hammer,machete and knives. She was stabbed and cut 18 times nothing lethal, she told me after I got out of jail for 10 months blood spell worked and I ended up guilty by mental illness for simple assault charge, my original charges were attempted murder and aggravated assault and simple assault, it was known all over news in Feb 2011 I was possessed by Appollion/Abaddon Satan it is what she wanted to happen for blood to spill and she loved knives rubbed on her before that incident happened and was calling herself Lilith and made me believe I was the Satan itself  and she wanted powers and money....and I seen Light coming from my eyes and she caught it on camera and I did not believe her till I seen it on camera then the spiritual Light let me see it flashing like Lightning in my eyes and face was Light of every color to just violet and purple and red and green and blue all kinds of color Light.

She stayed my ex wife till 01/24/2015 and left me. I was poisoned by her with whatever she put in my vapor cigarettes (vicodins) shit loads to make me crazed with who knows also what she used on me, she drugged her 2nd husband Freddie so she did that to me and she left and I was sick in bed not right in mind.... something removed her from my life but the evil stayed and now its all coming out, the good vs evil all around me. I have some pretty weird abilities of manipulating Light and my physical eyes and minds eye are one, I can project what I see outside of me in minds eye and can move violet Light behind my eye lids and see all kinds of stuff, a Light show and its all violet flame Light something saving me from this, archangel Michael and host of ascended master Gods and Goddesses. They say I am Lucifer (not Abrahamism devil) but Lord of Light (Light Bearer) and also One with the "All" and Archangel Michael, what a confused mess, I am trying to stop the benadryl doses 750 mg a day every day for over 4 years and was higher doses at 1500 mg I AM SCARED FOR MY HEALTH TAKING THEM SO LONG AND DYING, I know how am I alive right? God/Source saved me and is trying to get me balanced and equilibrium of life so I am in balance and my real divine identity is Lord Archangel Michael Bestowed and mixed with Lucifer... basically they say I am 2 archangels and a regular human soul, so called spirit guides and all that, i found Illuminati and been in that since 2013, they reject things like this as mental illness and crazy lunatic as I am not 100% rational and logical or reasonable and by PSR they say makes me a idiot and mentally ill wanna be Reverend of devil Jehovah Allah Yahweh Anu as I was ordained a clergy and had trouble with evil spirits ever since then in 2010 and from ex wife. They reject blind faith and belief systems or religions or mystical ideas and intuition as mental illness. Well you must have to have "faith" or belief to understand their so called ontological mathematics do you not? Put that in your pipe Illuminati and smoke it! Despite that, Them "Pythagorean Illuminati" and others are interested in me, they think I am a watcher aka LUCIFER they been looking for, I am not accepting any of this. I am who I am, I am one with all in all oneness like anyone else, I am not going on a ego trip like them, I accept all is divine and equal just different vibes and levels of awareness consciousness and unconsciousness. I say live and let live. I need help here with spirits and things that drove me to slit my throat in 2019 a devil my ex wife sent to me 04/30/2019 my neck was slit and that is my worst fear neck slit and it took 18 stitches to fix it and mental hospital, the evil failed and here I am and am breaking free of drugs like sleeping pills benadryl but its still on me, evil devils and parasites. If I have all this trouble I must be someone special to them when it comes to divinity and who am I really? I am not into evil or over goodness I am for being right in middle in equilibrium and try to maintain that but things keep happening to stress me so much, its like they make a ass out of me spirits like I am being punished and terrorized for some karma? Illuminati said there is no Karma and them people are crazy nut jobs, they can explain all things with ontological mathematics even paranormal they said the Pythagorean Illuminati and that is all there is the Light and basically thoughts and all is mental (Mind) and we are in a Infinite Mind known as monads linking to these bodies our sagging skin suits we all have... I am just MICHAEL for whoever asked, The First Original MICHAEL of Michaels. I need Melinda Kay Lyons Last Frontier Medium who helps people like me, this case is really long and dangerous as I don't know what is doing this to me besides calling themselves devils and demons and plain earth bound spirits and ghosts or energy of environment where there was a alot of negativity or someone died in that area of home. They mimic my parent's voices and make me think people is talking about me and scary stuff and it took me a while to tell them evil spirits or spirits pulling sick jokes on me or it is real voices I am hearing by discerning no one should have to live like that in hellish environment due to satanic rituals and blood being done a pact with Abaddon Satan Devils and we received what we asked for my ex wife and me, I got powers in appearance but they could be tricking me as you don't believe in anything anymore its like a big holographic Truman Show for me... I am waking up, I need help with spirits and guidance, I am so so in knowledge I need a professional psychic medium who can banish these beings and close portals and I cannot move I always lived with parents and I am 38 yrs old. I believe everyone who said they heard or hear voices and feel for them, and see them as victims of cruel spirits and karma and evil. Clairaudience is what I think I have...any one with ideas? comment or email me with contact form on this blog.... 

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