I am a Mathematikoi learning Ontological Mathematics religion of Pythagorean

 I am a on my way to become a 

Mathematikoi. I am aware the other side of Pythagorean religious was esoteric but this one I am on is Mathematics, basically, basic understanding is we are eternal mathematical beings called monads ,we are soul/spirit aka mind/nous and is called Rational Religion aka Rational Spirituality and is world's only rational religion and they the negative minds and religious leaders don't want you to know ontological mathematics, all is numbers, THE ALL is All Numbers (Mathematical)and all is MIND, matter doesn't exist nor atoms or ideas of it matter or anything of modern science who is so crazy they go by flat earth model for climate change!. I am a studying and practicing mathematician like Leibniz was a Grand Master of Pythagorean Illuminati, I was once a GRAND MASTER of oldest secret society much older than the Baverian Illuminati by Adam Weishaupt which the book "The secret teachings of schools of mysteries and Illuminati book is based on Adam's Illuminati set up and Freemasons mixed in, its real illuminati that one of Adam Weishaupt was real and is redone in that Illuminati book from lewis masonic , and all the conspiracy theorist misused Illuminati name as Cabal deep state rich elites of old world order which is falling down now... I am in Pythagorean Illuminism initiate and into Undisclosed Illuminati society as Gnosticism and Hermeticism, and other areas of "occult and mythos" so both sides of Pythagorean Illuminist and Religion of esostericism. But I go by Logic,Reason, PSR,married to so called Mysticism and occultism like A.:.A.:. order of silver star Aleister Crowley's order and Illuminati order in OTO. and try to maintain equilibrium balance in orders I am in unofficially in illuminati but I will not state I am or not it's secret for a reason. Grand Master of first RED BULL GOD, "Ptah-Lucifer"-Thoth and Osiris and Isis Bulls were sacred to them and morning star is Lucifer and Yeshua Christ how can that be in the mythos and books? Lucifer isn't nothing like they made it out to be as false Abrahamism and Lucifer truly is Ptah-Osiris-Isis Isis is Astarte, Ra/Marduk is son of Ptah/Atum and Ea is water bearer and Enki Lord of Earth as Satya. Lucifer's son Ra is Marduk aka Archangel Michael we have of today...Peacock Archangel , these are all stories and encoded and never was meant to be taken literally but take them as Spiritual as Gnostics' did.Gnostician is Illuminati and Illuminism. I am in my own Red Bull Illuminati Ministry and fellow brother's Lone Wolf Illuminati and my Baphomet Illuminati, You just don't join a Illuminati/secret society its something you BECOME, in this being Illuminism rational religion and all logic and reason and learned through intuition with mysticism and other occult things even paranormal can be shown to be 100% to be real on PSR and Ontological Mathematics. This world isn't ready for hyper awareness or hyper human as a new threat is out read book Planet Wars, look up the channel on here Ontological Mathematics as channel name. or click this link to go there to a real illuminist, I am a illuminist but my brain is off base just things happening in personal life, finacial troubles from economy what economy its all fraud slaver driver system we are against rich old world order elites who are very negative and love the power but they don't have no time left, their asses are booted they live in black earth old grey land and know it not.