Benadryl addiction is real aka diphenhydramine abuse and overdoses

 Benadryl and also known as diphenhydramine is a sleep aid and allergy medication that is extremely easy to get and teens and so many people have had massive over doses of this drug medication and on tik tok the benadryl challenge caused so many deaths it is really sad. Parents give too much to their babies sometimes and they have almost died and some died from lack of common sense.. I know about benadryl diphenhydramine abuse and overdoses as I discovered it at age 19 with tylenol PM and took a bunch of them and I am 38 yrs old now, I been taking it on and off all these years, the most I ever took was 2500 MG in one day, max dose is 300 mg for adults in one day! I even probably went higher in doses, why did I use this or use it? There is nothing else available as I am stressed out and mentally ill under the law scizo affecto disorder and deep depression and lack of will to do anything, I was always shy and pill head pill popping whatever I could get, not all the time, I was addicted mentally to Vicodin and Perks. When the "Law" took people off the pills, the massive heroin deaths took place worse than ever, the fake war on drugs it is all a sham, the CIA deep state brings it in country and good part of government is trying to rid the drug problem yet the more they restrict people who used nothing but pills their doctors took them off them and they depended on the pill to help them for things other than pain, emotional pain, suicidal thoughts people have, I never took lots of Vicodins or perks or the same thing in different names, I took a pill a day, was once prescribed 3 vicodin a day, I wasn't on benadryl then at that time in 2008-2010. I was on Vicodin till 2019 April 29th, my throat was slit I lost my mind, I was put into a psyche ward for a month and a half and my neck throat had 19 stitches and they said I was "lucky" why did that happen? Some say the vicodins, some say Benadryl, no it was a demon my ex wife sent to me and it took me out almost... do i care if you believe what i say about that, no I don't I am mentally ill remember but tell me what is normal? Is normal slaving for slave drivers who think they own you the sheep and the shepard as well and the gate keepers keep every one muzzled with Covid-19 I don't have anything to say about that besides they hid the drug overdoses and counted any death as Corona Sharona. I am not getting into Covid and all I say is the evil China made Bio Weapon as Trump put teriffs on them and they got even alright they made this in a lab and it escaped? No they sprayed this shit in the air and it was a mental virus more than anything, muzzled you with a muzzle mask face diapers like a sick dog would wear. They locked you all down and the worst was in other countries other than USA, they in one country made people use BUTT PLUGS and Face Masks and aka diapers over your face... They made you all look like fools and dehumaized you where this mask mandate is gone yet they the quacko doctors require you to put that mask on and Satan is very happy when you wear the mask/aka face diaper and butt plugs? SMH let me go back on Benadryl, people went crazy during the lock downs and we the people must rise up under what President Donald J Trump is, God Almighty will protect you as We all are One with God, Through Christ Jesus by which God the Father made everything though him and we are filled with the Holy Spirit and a Ego and soul and mind but we are all equal in value meaning no one is more special than another being, we are one with Christ and he in us and we in him and he is one with the Father aka The All and so are we! We are Infinite Consciousness and unconsciousness experiencing ourself for God to know itself as you as Joint heirs in Christ cosmic consciousness. We are all heaven bound, even the so called evil ones, what is beyond good and evil, Infinite Source or God is all things and Nothing as well and all in between... Let me get back to subject, benadryl or diphenhydramine I took for over 3 years straight and heavy doses like 1250 MG a day for last year through this year here 2022 August 26th. I am still alive and I am worried that my liver is destroyed/damaged over unable to face life and I am quitting Benadryl slowly, you just cannot drop it cold turkey, if you need a Rehab then go to one as yes benadryl is severely addicting if your a miserable person and have nothing to live for and are stressed and tired of being alone, I am taking 500 mg to 1000 mg a day right now and I need people to pray for me and my family send us your good vibes and energy. I am gonna kick lifes ass and kick benadryl to the curb.. I was used for by a fortune teller woman for 1 year straight and now its $50,000 in 3 people's names on credit cards. Threats of pressing charges on me by father said 3 times being mentally ill was eating these bendadryl and kratom pills, I am quiting and rising above this hell, God almighty is getting me off this drug and others. I shall not seek anything, but God's Grace is upon me and I go by that, knowing, not just faith and know I will not die but I am scared I am dying from severe severe abuse of pills my entire life. Some times alcohol off and on... I am lonely, I fell in love caught feelings for a girl and she died in 2020 Jan 1st. And the Fortune teller I knew since 2019 and how it all started was I was getting a simple reading from her and one thing led to another and I fell for her but she didn't want me, she was mentally ill herself, no wonder we attract what we are ourselves... its important don't ever ever never abuse benadryl Amazon is discontinuing them huge 1000 count bottles of benadryl of 50 mg each pill due to massive abuse of benadryl by teens and other people like me and I posted everything I am thinking about and why am I exposing myself? To save someone elses life, don't take benadryl diphenhydramine ever only as directed, smoke weed and it can kill you put you in coma and mess your heart up and liver especially if you use any benadryl that has tylenol in it. I use kind with no tylenol or and other drugs in it just plain benadryl. I am scared for my life and world, I need help and need help no one is helping me, God I need help but by dis belief is keeping me in low vibrations, do you know how I can secretly quit benadryl, i take 20 50 mg pills a day, My mother who is mentally ill controls them it was 25 pills a day and each 50 mg of that no good poison and then dropped it, to 20, I want to drop it to 15, then 10, then 5, then none...just take Kratom by itself. I need a liver detox everytime I buy a bottle I lose it and its what is saving me please pray for me and send energy my way and families and friends way send to me that then it automatically goes to them, please brothers and sisters pray for me ask God to send Holy Spirit upon this darkness and the voices I hear tell me to quit benadryl every day, I never had voices till 2020 they scared the fk outta me and now I am un afraid... I was in mental hospital last year, my mind had a melt down... I am 50k in debt in my parents name and $40000 in my name please send me something money though Paypal to email unknown4833@verizon.net or cash app @MichaelCharlesCook is my user name for that. I need your help, I will be so grateful... You know what, I am making a pact with You who care about me and just people who happened to just find this page and I gave my situation so you don't take anything especially beandryl and diphenhydramine.. It can kill you, for as long as I been eating them, I had a blood test, my liver was high in the blood test meaning it was damaging my liver and I still never stopped only a little bit, last blood test I had was in 2021 and I have rining ears tinittis and all that miserable stuff and paranoia and terror from my dad threatening to use law on me on credit cards and I am scared of my fate and I honestly did not mean to give that user money that girl who conned me... she was mentally ill as well... I cannot take this no more, today I quit benadryl Aug 26 2022, i am setting a intention and praying for a quick recovery, and I am in fear, I don't wanna die please don't use no drugs except POT/WEED...yet I smoke cigarettes 2 packs a day and which is more dangerous the benadryl addiction yet I quit for months or yrs and restart off and on, I am sorry this writing is all over the place, know their is a demon who you must get cast out, it is the fleshy cravings, resist it press on ignore voices you hear from withdraw from these or any drug you are physically addicted to and or just mental addiction... No they will not help you please never abuse benadryl at all, I pray you don't take it period and spread the message I told do not use that poison. Satan is trying to destroy me as I tried to become a Ordained Clergy Reverend and DD and I did but am not able to do anything like that.... I have lots of family issues and worries and money problems, I know the beandryl addiction is bad when dollar stores hide large bottles behind counter and find empty $1 bottles of benadryl in store that addicts just take to take it as they are unable to handle life, for God sake, please listen do not use benadryl... I am healing, I am free I am awesome, I Love myself to quit this garbage and quit worrying about materialistic things and discords and other things we moan and suffer, but I say to hell with suffering we are suffering no more and I reject suffering period, its time for justice for the way these evil people treated all us people who are here to help and we get hit by evil dark energy vampires feeding on us I rebuke the devil and all its works and anything to do with drugs like benadryl.