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Benadryl addiction is real aka diphenhydramine abuse and overdoses
Benadryl and also known as diphenhydramine is a sleep aid and allergy medication that is extremely easy to get and teens and so many people have had massive over doses of this drug medication and on tik tok the benadryl challenge caused so many deaths it is really sad. Parents give too much to their babies sometimes and they have almost died and some died from lack of common sense.. I know about benadryl diphenhydramine abuse and overdoses as I discovered it at age 19 with tylenol PM and took a bunch of them and I am 38 yrs old now, I been taking it on and off all these years, the most I ever took was 2500 MG in one day, max dose is 300 mg for adults in one day! I even probably went higher in doses, why did I use this or use it? There is nothing else available as I am stressed out and mentally ill under the law scizo affecto disorder and deep depression and lack of will to do anything, I was always shy and pill head pill popping whatever I could get, not all the time, I was addicted mentally to Vicodin and Perks. When the "Law" took people off the pills, the massive heroin deaths took place worse than ever, the fake war on drugs it is all a sham, the CIA deep state brings it in country and good part of government is trying to rid the drug problem yet the more they restrict people who used nothing but pills their doctors took them off them and they depended on the pill to help them for things other than pain, emotional pain, suicidal thoughts people have, I never took lots of Vicodins or perks or the same thing in different names, I took a pill a day, was once prescribed 3 vicodin a day, I wasn't on benadryl then at that time in 2008-2010. I was on Vicodin till 2019 April 29th, my throat was slit I lost my mind, I was put into a psyche ward for a month and a half and my neck throat had 19 stitches and they said I was "lucky" why did that happen? Some say the vicodins, some say Benadryl, no it was a demon my ex wife sent to me and it took me out almost... do i care if you believe what i say about that, no I don't I am mentally ill remember but tell me what is normal? Is normal slaving for slave drivers who think they own you the sheep and the shepard as well and the gate keepers keep every one muzzled with Covid-19 I don't have anything to say about that besides they hid the drug overdoses and counted any death as Corona Sharona. I am not getting into Covid and all I say is the evil China made Bio Weapon as Trump put teriffs on them and they got even alright they made this in a lab and it escaped? No they sprayed this shit in the air and it was a mental virus more than anything, muzzled you with a muzzle mask face diapers like a sick dog would wear. They locked you all down and the worst was in other countries other than USA, they in one country made people use BUTT PLUGS and Face Masks and aka diapers over your face... They made you all look like fools and dehumaized you where this mask mandate is gone yet they the quacko doctors require you to put that mask on and Satan is very happy when you wear the mask/aka face diaper and butt plugs? SMH let me go back on Benadryl, people went crazy during the lock downs and we the people must rise up under what President Donald J Trump is, God Almighty will protect you as We all are One with God, Through Christ Jesus by which God the Father made everything though him and we are filled with the Holy Spirit and a Ego and soul and mind but we are all equal in value meaning no one is more special than another being, we are one with Christ and he in us and we in him and he is one with the Father aka The All and so are we! We are Infinite Consciousness and unconsciousness experiencing ourself for God to know itself as you as Joint heirs in Christ cosmic consciousness. We are all heaven bound, even the so called evil ones, what is beyond good and evil, Infinite Source or God is all things and Nothing as well and all in between... Let me get back to subject, benadryl or diphenhydramine I took for over 3 years straight and heavy doses like 1250 MG a day for last year through this year here 2022 August 26th. I am still alive and I am worried that my liver is destroyed/damaged over unable to face life and I am quitting Benadryl slowly, you just cannot drop it cold turkey, if you need a Rehab then go to one as yes benadryl is severely addicting if your a miserable person and have nothing to live for and are stressed and tired of being alone, I am taking 500 mg to 1000 mg a day right now and I need people to pray for me and my family send us your good vibes and energy. I am gonna kick lifes ass and kick benadryl to the curb.. I was used for by a fortune teller woman for 1 year straight and now its $50,000 in 3 people's names on credit cards. Threats of pressing charges on me by father said 3 times being mentally ill was eating these bendadryl and kratom pills, I am quiting and rising above this hell, God almighty is getting me off this drug and others. I shall not seek anything, but God's Grace is upon me and I go by that, knowing, not just faith and know I will not die but I am scared I am dying from severe severe abuse of pills my entire life. Some times alcohol off and on... I am lonely, I fell in love caught feelings for a girl and she died in 2020 Jan 1st. And the Fortune teller I knew since 2019 and how it all started was I was getting a simple reading from her and one thing led to another and I fell for her but she didn't want me, she was mentally ill herself, no wonder we attract what we are ourselves... its important don't ever ever never abuse benadryl Amazon is discontinuing them huge 1000 count bottles of benadryl of 50 mg each pill due to massive abuse of benadryl by teens and other people like me and I posted everything I am thinking about and why am I exposing myself? To save someone elses life, don't take benadryl diphenhydramine ever only as directed, smoke weed and it can kill you put you in coma and mess your heart up and liver especially if you use any benadryl that has tylenol in it. I use kind with no tylenol or and other drugs in it just plain benadryl. I am scared for my life and world, I need help and need help no one is helping me, God I need help but by dis belief is keeping me in low vibrations, do you know how I can secretly quit benadryl, i take 20 50 mg pills a day, My mother who is mentally ill controls them it was 25 pills a day and each 50 mg of that no good poison and then dropped it, to 20, I want to drop it to 15, then 10, then 5, then none...just take Kratom by itself. I need a liver detox everytime I buy a bottle I lose it and its what is saving me please pray for me and send energy my way and families and friends way send to me that then it automatically goes to them, please brothers and sisters pray for me ask God to send Holy Spirit upon this darkness and the voices I hear tell me to quit benadryl every day, I never had voices till 2020 they scared the fk outta me and now I am un afraid... I was in mental hospital last year, my mind had a melt down... I am 50k in debt in my parents name and $40000 in my name please send me something money though Paypal to email unknown4833@verizon.net or cash app @MichaelCharlesCook is my user name for that. I need your help, I will be so grateful... You know what, I am making a pact with You who care about me and just people who happened to just find this page and I gave my situation so you don't take anything especially beandryl and diphenhydramine.. It can kill you, for as long as I been eating them, I had a blood test, my liver was high in the blood test meaning it was damaging my liver and I still never stopped only a little bit, last blood test I had was in 2021 and I have rining ears tinittis and all that miserable stuff and paranoia and terror from my dad threatening to use law on me on credit cards and I am scared of my fate and I honestly did not mean to give that user money that girl who conned me... she was mentally ill as well... I cannot take this no more, today I quit benadryl Aug 26 2022, i am setting a intention and praying for a quick recovery, and I am in fear, I don't wanna die please don't use no drugs except POT/WEED...yet I smoke cigarettes 2 packs a day and which is more dangerous the benadryl addiction yet I quit for months or yrs and restart off and on, I am sorry this writing is all over the place, know their is a demon who you must get cast out, it is the fleshy cravings, resist it press on ignore voices you hear from withdraw from these or any drug you are physically addicted to and or just mental addiction... No they will not help you please never abuse benadryl at all, I pray you don't take it period and spread the message I told do not use that poison. Satan is trying to destroy me as I tried to become a Ordained Clergy Reverend and DD and I did but am not able to do anything like that.... I have lots of family issues and worries and money problems, I know the beandryl addiction is bad when dollar stores hide large bottles behind counter and find empty $1 bottles of benadryl in store that addicts just take to take it as they are unable to handle life, for God sake, please listen do not use benadryl... I am healing, I am free I am awesome, I Love myself to quit this garbage and quit worrying about materialistic things and discords and other things we moan and suffer, but I say to hell with suffering we are suffering no more and I reject suffering period, its time for justice for the way these evil people treated all us people who are here to help and we get hit by evil dark energy vampires feeding on us I rebuke the devil and all its works and anything to do with drugs like benadryl.
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Daniel Gross' blog: The guarantee of immortality
Daniel Gross' blog: We are much greater than God - Part 3
Daniel Gross' blog: We are much greater than God part 2
Daniel Gross' blog: We are much greater than God!
Saturday, August 13, 2022
IS THIS PARANORMAL? MARIA-MARLO? Synchronizations?
Friday, August 12, 2022
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Monday, August 8, 2022
Why I don't write much anymore and all text is already here complete nothing new to add
My children, God or the all is coming through me and telling me to tell you like this, we are all the one and all itself spiritually and all our text already exists and all that is needed to know or remember or learn... I only put messages or writings when there is a need for a reminder of what the public needs to know. Seek spiritual consciousness for its own sake and let the mortal ideas go... The Infinite Way by Joel S Goldsmith.
How they watch you "Big brother and spies"
Think you are not being watched? Think again, you are under surveilance 24/7, they even trace where physical money goes by serial numbers on the paper money and scans them before they are given out to you via debit or credit cards, at ATMS or Banks. All your credit cards are chipped and they mess with your energetic body like implants. Your smart phone or cell phone is based on Communist China it's required that everyone has one and they track their slaves/people.. The USA is at stake with China the Dragon of Revelations, all these smart devices spy on you and your cameras on your phone and computer has always watched you, and cable boxes, how do they know how many viewers they have in past now it's internet based channels and 6G and 5G.4G is about to quit like 3G phones were phased out. Your cars spy on you the newer ones like 2011 and up really badly, electric cars is worst thing that ever could be done... it's your choice, do you want to remain a sheep and be with sheeple or do you wanna become a shepard or how about a Lion and Tiger and stay free from tyrants and evil dark beings thinking they own us all like cattle. I am not a sheep I am the ALL in a body aka a God/Goddess same line. Jesus isn't higher than you, or more special he set a example to humanity to know the Christ Within their own consciousness... don't believe this world lacks any thing its all bullshit and fake. Covid was a biological warfare weapon China released in the world after Trump made China pay up Billions and Billions and where did all that Oil go that Trump bought when Covid was over blown and to distract people and shame them with face masks, I never worn one never will I conform to their satantic standards, the cabal isn't Illuminati and they can go fuck themselves the old world order and new world order keep it all, I'm better as IAM, I know I am that I am! I am who I am! Infinite Consciousness that lacks nothing and consciousness embodies all things we think we lack and provides all things as it needs it call it Law of Love/God . Forget law of attraction, you are beyond that nonsense and 5th dimensional earth is here always has been here, get your self separate from depending on system of the beast and time and space, see yourselves as spiritual consciousness and material world as nothing or maya let the ego die and be crucified on cross as Jesus was and the soul laughed at the body on the cross as Jesus knew the body was not him, he and we are I AM Immanuel is who I Michael the Archangel Am coming through this human host Michael the angel lower self soon to be higher self of me,we and I am all Oneness in God/All in All. Remember flick the sky off all them spy devices in space like sattalights in space watch you and every hidden camera, hey folks, welcome to your SHOW (YOUR NAME SHOW AS IN TRUMAN SHOW. The world is a world stage play... we are Gods and Goddesses. Stand up for your rights do not accept their control which there is no laws as we are beyond any universal law the real us and me and I am. Facebook and Google are the ones who buy and sale your information as this is all about selling stuff and spying to see what you think you need and you don't, they control you until you wake up and cancel your fake life in Matrix and lose that damn pride and ego... read book Infinite Way by Joel S Goldsmith to understand how to not worry and escape discords and problems no matter what they are, even death is beaten....Namaste.