The Illuminati and so called getting rich and famous and the so called easy life the TRUTH of reality

I get so many individuals who are seeking out wealth and fame and fortune for nothing in the group known as the Illuminati and think the elites are the Illuminati, some are some are not and they cannot tell someone if they are in the Illuminati any which way as they have taken a oath to remain silent. The Illuminati isn't the deep state , conspiracy buffs call the deep state that name and the deep state wants it that way so people think all Illuminati groups are bad so no one will listen to the white Illuminati or Good Illuminati groups out there. Bad Illuminati would be anything that goes against the survival of humanity, the real Illuminati only cares about the survival of the human species and animals and this planet as whole. They want to take the power back from the deep state cabal or old wolders and give it back to the people so there is no more starvation and slavery and racism or religion vs this religion or my god vs your god. The Illuminati isn't religious though every member can believe or do whatever religion they practice as long as it hurts no one or the whole of humanity. The Illuminati neither denies a god exist or says one exists at illuminati.am one group out of myriads of such groups formed using the Illuminati name. The Pythagorean Illuminati aka Hyperianism is another group not of Illuminatiam mentioned above, their religion is Ontological Mathematics and no faith or belief systems, they know we have a soul and are a eternal mind and are nothing thinking its something as a Monad. But none of these groups can get you rich and famous, very few make it to the top of the pyramid they say Illuminati.am , but they say treat each human as equal whether poor or rich. All is equal wealth and fame and fortune mean nothing to me. If I don't have WISDOM I don't want the wealth. I just want enough money to survive on , I live on SSI $772.00 a month and that is WAY BELOW POVERTY LEVEL. I say give dignity back to the poor people of the USA by increasing the Social Security Income for one and all who deserve it. SSI should pay out at least $1300 a month as I cannot even own a car or buy decent clothes, if it wasn't for my mom and dad I would be on the street unable to survive on my own as I have mental health issues like Scizo Affecto disorder. Its a lifetime illness and never goes away and it can come back at anytime out of remission. I joined the Illuminati and I have never gotten rich and famous, all kinds of people come at me on Facebook like the world owes them millions for nothing, the Illuminati doesn't do hand outs people, that is the fake Illuminati and fake Satanism promoted by scammers. My group isn't a traditional Illuminati I just used the name before back when I was with my ex-wife. Believe me people, if I found the key to riches I would be telling everyone don't you think? I'm the kind of person to help others. But not fools as fools with wealth and no wisdom often lose it and hurt themselves and others. I have gained however the WISDOM of all time that my soul has been incarnating here over and over for millenia and knowing this stuff is worth more than any fame or fortune out there. Sure I could be a magician like Aleister Crowley or others like that are around today as that area interests me the occult like the Golden Dawn system of magic by David Griffin. He my friends is the only source I trust when it comes to occult things and is the real deal and this off topic of the Illuminati but all Illuminati means is enlightened people.  I consider all people who do good of the Light. Light workers, and people who can also embrace their shadow self and become whole (this path isn't for the weak).  Everyone is a angel and devil all in one, you must use Logic and Reason to guide your shadow side or it will tear you to pieces. The shadow is your unconscious self the one who has hidden things that you repressed and wish to do, all need to release your shadow in a healthy and safe manner guided by the highest wisdom and logic and REASON above all else, not mysticism or feelings. Reason comes before that, mysticism can help you on the path to divinity or becoming whole or your God self. That is all the Illuminati and occult really is, becoming God more than human, Hyper humanity. The powers of the mind are very real. Alchemy is about bringing these powers out to help humanity but the deep state used them to enslave the masses and are the slave drivers and must be stopped. This is a prison planet not a free planet, no one will help you but your damn self. I learned this the hard way. There is no hand outs in this greedy evil world of Satan. Even though satan doesn't exist. We use the metaphor. If you wish to join the Illuminati go to http://illuminatiorderoto.com and illuminati.am

The whole system and how it works (Soul & Spirit & Mind (Nous) and warning to deep state

See with all I know from various things esoteric it all boils down to whatever your ruling loves are as Source or God that we all are, do you really think you and God are separate? Christ says I and the Father am one and you are in me and I in you and "Christ" means Universal in meaning. You are really eternal Soul, One thing and myriads of things as spirits and the minds of everyone makes up one Universal Mind. Each of us is a Monad. There are countless monads (souls) or eternal minds which the spirits make the different minds and each monad unique. There is no one more special monad than another or another higher than you are like watchers or gods or god men all is equal. If someone claims to be a something special, be careful as your in the grip of a masculine spirit or someone with a Jehovah complex. I'm a light worker but found out you must embrace your shadow self if you wish to be whole and truly like the bible says God made both good and evil spirits or vibrations. You are God becoming whole again since the so called "big bang" and you are made of nothing, that is right, nothing and this "nothing" can be something as all unified in Zero of Ontological Mathematics. I don't know all of it yet I was introduced to it, but it isn't for everyone Illuminism. Me personally I am a Gnostic and take all that can add to my over all consciousness level of being. Remember this is my truth only, you each have your own ruling loves and affections which make up your belief systems of religions or spirituality.  But Ontological Mathematics is rational and logic and reason not belief and is 100% verified. So much has been hidden from the world at large, like you are below God or Source and you are NOT and there is no such thing as "sin". See the Gospel of Mary. If your a christian you would not even be reading this far as as a Gnostic I can accept your beliefs and merge them into my own. I say live and let live. The so called Cabal or bad Illuminati will get served what is theirs their karma that they have screwed the world and their fellow brothers and sisters over for aeons. The winners wrote history so that is bunk. What is history but a fable agreed upon? What about Her-Story? Yes there is a Feminine in the God energy in the Holy Spirit or Infinite Soul or Soul limited.  Infinite Soul is the cosmic oneness, and nothing, while spirit is soul that thinks its actually a human body and its not a body, that is right, you are not that fleshy skin suit you walk around in. Your outside space and time altogether. This world is a world of maya and illusions. Its all under wrote by Ontological Mathematics the code of existence. Sine and Cosine waves making everything up.  Once your #Woke you will never fall back into ignorance again. I embrace the whole #QAnon movement and detest the group Anonymous for coming after something that is bringing people together regardless of religion or race or any such labels and all shills and most democrats and the cabal and deep state, your days are numbered as your so called slaves woke up and have turned on you Cabal and deep state. The good Illuminati is also against you so where are you gonna hide or try next? Just give up and give the power back to the patriots and people of this world!

What does someone in this situation do? When you want a girl friend like me? How do I get one?

I am going to be 35 yrs old on April 10th 2019, I have been super shy my whole life, have nothing but internet friends, no life of any kind, am so called "mentally ill" and on disability , lived with my parents my entire life, had no serious relationships due to home conditions, strict mother that is over protective, I didn't date till i was 21 and after going through a few girls, I gave up and my ex-wife found me on myspace.com when I used the service, she met me in 2008 and now she left me after many horrible things happened as Satan was involved with her (I'm not saying it was her fault but she summoned the devil or demons using satanic witchcraft (not the good witchcraft) before she met me unconsciously I believe and she left me Jan of 2015 and never divorced me yet (If I had the money I would of filed for divorce) and she married another man still married to me and that is bigamy. Then after all the horror we both experienced being together gave me PTSD and I'm actually afraid to date another woman as I'm back to my shyness and I'm actually ashamed of my parents house as they are poor and cannot fix it up and I smoke and my mom smokes and girls these days don't like men who live with their parents or smoke. My ex-wife is 56 yrs old. I used to have some life, going camping and traveling with my ex-wife. Now I don't get to do anything except be in the house all day with my mom 24/7 and its a negative environment and led me to deep depression and even suicide but it didn't work over dosed on Benadryl (Yeah I know I'm stupid for even trying) I feel like everything that happened to my ex the abuse and mental abuse was my fault but really it is the demons fault using me, a weak individual for their games against my ex-wife and her against me. Its way too long of a story me and her history, tragic things happened, now I'm back to what I knew before her, no more evil spirits around or craziness. Just deep down guilt wishing I still had a woman that would accept me as I am but my mom is afraid of what kinda girl I would meet afraid another girl like me ex, she never liked my ex from day 1 nor any of my family as they sensed the evil from her literally. Is everyone in my family nuts about the evil? Hell no demons exist but the devil himself I doubt that like some super fallen angel leading all these demons or archons.  Who knows we will find out when we die what is what. But I woke up and seen the reality thanks to my ex-wife, I got into all things esoteric while most others are into things exoteric. I learned for myself about religion and spirituality and the corruption going on by the evil cabal in this world. Yes this world is hell ( or in a state of hell ) due to low consciousness and vibrations and ruling loves of people collectively. I still though never figured out how do I get myself out of this shyness and get another girl a wonderful one that would accept me as I AM not something else they want me to be in this day and age. Its like I'm stuck and cannot dig myself out of this "jail' or "prison" I put myself into after my ex wife left, she said she was coming back for me, even wrote it inside my closet door to hide it from my mom, see I was out of my mind due to so called mental illness as my ex left me and my ex-wife and my mom got into a hell of a fight the day she left. Till this day, I will never understand why she left me but it is for the best I guess as I don't want demons around me surely not and putting me back in jail, demonic possession is very real. There isn't one type of satanism I didn't experience with my ex-wife. But God came through and purged it out of my life to save me from the great evil I really believe I was targeted after being a ordained minister. Today, I know no low entity can even come near me as I am filled with the Holy Spirit. So are you if you KNOW God and you are ONE and LIVE IT, Live as unconditional love. But no one can stay there, they bounce back and forth from conditional love and service to self and service to others and unconditional love. I got involved in the new QAnon movement as God placed it in my path to embrace. I know so much about the dark side of things it isn't funny. Living with a satanist all that time 2008-2015 was a trip and half. If your a girl and your looking for a guy check me out on Facebook and Twitter.