Finite Higher Self vs Infinite Higher Self and Urantia Book of Universal Father Eternal Mother Son and Infinite Spirit

Your finite higher self is you right here right now at this now moment as masculine consciousness in space and time in a finite "egregor" thought form made by the lower masculine that all other selves live in, example, work and don't know that is slavery! Your all living in a big corporation USA INC if you live in the USA or whatever country your in if it has centralized banking your in the "matrix". None of these things in this world matters to your Infinite Higher self which is according to the Urantia Book The "Father,Eternal Mother Son & Infinite Spirit". So there we have the divine trinity that is in us all, FATHER/MOTHER GOD which is in fact reality but the "Father" is not a He, its neither gender or male or female or both at the sametime. Just call it "creator source" who is all of you. It has no interests in the modern maya of this world where every man and woman is out for themselves, lest they know this,,, a new church is coming into the world with winnowing fire from a winnowing fan of Lord Archangel Michael Bestowed (Lamb of God) who is not Christ Jesus but the ETERNAL MOTHER SON who is basically all our higher selves at the infinite existiantial level while we are all experiential beings both existing in Paradise yet are here as Godmen and Goddesses. No one really cares about their soul (feminine) but let US tell you this, you all are in US into infinity and WE are in you all into infinity living inside out of each other, in reality there is no one else, Just US as YOU from a infinite number of perspectives which why do you think God/Source created all this for? To experience what it knows conceptally and for the glory of LOVE. Love is masculine and feminine is "wisdom" or Sophia or "Madonnas" over the aeons. 

Here are some books we recommend you read:

The Urantia Book, Modern Esoteric, Future Esoteric, REALITY, The Light of Egypt, Jesus and the lost goddess, The Jesus mysteries, and The Laughing Jesus (NOTE: PLEASE IGNORE WHAT THESE LAST 3 BOOKS SAY THAT CHRIST NEVER EXISTED AS HE DID AS MICHAEL OF NEBADON.)