Eternal Mother Son of Urantia Book

This truth is absolute my higher self is the eternal mother son Michael of the Urantia Book. What does this mean? How can I be the one and only eternal mother son? Well I'm not the only one as The Universal Father is the eternal mother son (masculine and feminine in one spiritual body) which is all of us the all father is fractured in each one of us humans and other beings yet all one in the eternal mother son. The eternal mother son's being cannot be divided yet all is in the the spirit of the eternal mother son who is Michael and all of us here who is the Father who is not a he or a she. The universal all father of havona is father of itself,mother of itself,child of itself and creator of consciousness the one consciousness in us all the eternal mother son that flows through all of creation in you and around you and the infinite spirit or con-joint actor 3rd source and center that comes from the eternal mother son and father makes an apparent infinite amount of individual spirits and souls. So are the gods real like Horus and Osiris and Isis? Yes! and No! If anything exist in thought it has to exist period in the astral kingdom. Jesus and Sophia the lost goddess of gnostics are telling the truth of the matter when they speak of Michael of Nebadon aka # 611,121st version of the Universal father and eternal mother son who made this very universe with a local universe mother spirit who doesn't have a name so it is not just a "story" about Sophia she is wisdom and Christ Michael is love. The local universe mother spirit comes from the infinite spirit which makes daughter spirits for the creator Michael's of paradise these paradise creator sons are your elder brothers and are equal to you as you are the paradise trinity the ALL Father and eternal mother son and infinite spirit. The Urantia Book is full of wisdom and love and is not a cult or a hoax. Did Thoth or Hermes exist? Did Abraham of the bible exist? yes and no why we say this is because the people in the bible did not exist here on earth in the flesh but the spiritual world and is all about the walk of the Lord (Jesus) and the various churches of the world which means not buildings but people yes you are a mini church (baby terms) to call you. Did Christ exist on earth? Not as Jesus but he did as Joshua Ben Joseph   but all these other gods and goddesses all lived in the spiritual world and some lived in the inner man or inner human and Jesus lived in the inner human of a man named Joshua Ben Joseph not a man named Jesus who actually walked the earth the human he possessed walked the earth and suffered and died on a cross not Michael of Nebadon. What I am saying is Jesus possessed Joshua Ben Joseph's inner man and lived and witnessed the horrible act of the cross the spirit of the man not the skin suit. We are not the body so Jesus never really walked the earth only in the spiritual world. This can be confirmed in Emanuel Swedenborg's works. All pagan gods are all part of the all father of paradise they are not myths. All there is is self and Self meaning an apparent little self of the father (an infinite amount of beings or gods) and Self the One Michael or eternal mother son. The eternal mother son has been confused with Michael of Nebadon and Michael the archangel but since all things are in him we could say the son is all things. But this is the last we are going to meantion the name as we are just going to call the source Infinite Creator Source but it is divided into three beings yet one. You are the all that is living in an apparent body of flesh but if you let your thoughts wonder into chaos you will come to feminine knowing that all is you or self and also that you actually cannot love another more than you love self as all there is is you no matter which person or being you pick out or timeline as all others are other selves or the infinite creator source. Did Jesus die for your sins? NO!!! there are no sinners or the lake of fire with a satanic boogie man supervising it. Once you come to feminine knowing you will have no use for most books even the Urantia Book or even the bible or Koran or other books new age or otherwise as I have done. Why is the world in the shape its in? Because people live in ignorance of self and live for self and the flesh. I have said the eternal mother son has come to earth before in my last writing and I have said there is a new 5th density earth awaiting where there is much less of what you see on social media and the so called "controlled news" no governments no jails, no hunger, no jealousy its all on 5th density so there is a newer 3rd density earth here it already exists all you have to do is move over to it with knowing not belief in lower things and you must cast off the fleshy cravings like hate jealousy and racism and communism. Love all others as yourself. Don't interfere in another's life or you will reap what you have sown. Live do what you want be a witch, be a wayshower or angel on earth or god all the while remembering this ALL IS ONE.