Letter from God or Goddess or ALL IN ALL

We are writing this message through this vessle or body and here reminding you God or the Goddess is elementary terms for the all in all or all that is spirit and soul. You are all one and are the God you been praying to and the "God" in you see your lacking and the mere act or asking for something out of begging pushes it away from you. If you have a belief that the all in all sits around and decides what prayers to answer or at war with some devil your more describing God as a man which the all in all or infinite creator source doesn't act like this... I don't even know why am writing this this low masculine level of thinking some other selves or people just cannot get out of, they think they are separate from life and God and think God gives a damn what you do. The real universal truth is God/dess doesn't care what you do your will is God's will as you and all that is is one with each other. Meaning your equal to the Gods of your religions this has all been said repeatedly over and over and over. I come from feminine knowing (soul) which if you think life is a school think again.... Don't take just my word for it read Red Hot and Holy, The Red Book, Emmanuel's Book, All conversations with God books, The Urantia book if you dare to dive into infinity and know your true self and experience yourself as pure love that you are. All things on earth are an illusion by finite-recreator zombies living for the fleshy suit (body) saying they careless about their spirit or soul and realizing your unconditional love not this body which dies off and is literally a pain in the ass for a spirit and soul your a church (elementary term) again the macrocosm the collective self living as a seemingly microcosmic self when indeed remove your personality what do you have? INFINITE ALL THAT IS!!!!! Living in illusion and dreams in its own infinite mind as finite beings let that all sink in there is nothing you cannot be say or do. Did not Jesus say these things and many things you will do?